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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-11th Dose-50 grams and a kidney later..

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^ that is the conclusion I have also come to, after being hospitalized twice due to MXE use.
 
I always get this weird sensation in my gums - like they are contracting around my teeth. Also they feel slightly cold and very numb. It's not unpleasant at all its just this feeling I always get... has anyone experienced something similar?
 
Sweetshare said:
When I used this drug for the last time, I was taking more and more, until finally completely lost control. I received a strong reddening of the head and upper chest. My heartbeat was crazy.

I was really scared for my life.

Most likely I do not touch this drug more.
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Don't be such a Panzy! I've had instances like that well over 10 times and I'm perfectly fine. lol!

I'm joking of course. Though not about it happening to me over 10 times. I've experienced the "Red chest" and rapid heartbeat/blood pressure. It sucks. Feels like death and total utter confusion swirled into one.
 
Identity888 said:
^ check this thread:

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/643239-EWO-s-out-of-the-game

It is strange that he has not replied for a long time. Hope all is well with him..
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god that guy used to irritate the hell out of me, too many times he brought the worst in me trying to debate the alien agenda.
but now he's gone quiet i too wonder what happened to him and hope he's ok.
i seem to remember he mentioned moving, so maybe he hasnt got the internet sorted in his new place of just having money troubles so cant afford internet on his mobile

either way i wish him well
 
I have been using MXE for a year at the beginning of December. I use it daily, usually in 1-3 doses throughout the day. I mainly use it IV......although I do use other ROA's depending on what I'm doing. If I'm just chilling at home........I do shots. If I'm going out to a show or in public, I'll do a shot about 30-45 minutes before I leave so I'm not in a hole in public, and then according to what behaviors I can discreetly get away with.........I will either sniff 25-40mg bumps every 2 hours........or bring along a blunt laced with 50-60mgs of MXE that I will usually smoke in 2 separate sessions. Each ROA for MXE has uniquely distinct effects. Snorted bumps tend to feel more speedy, kinda like a psychedelic amphetamine.......while oral and sublingual doses tend to have a more DXM kind of feel to them, slightly more trippy in a way. Smoking is different still........it has a much headier nitrous feeling high, instantly psychedelic with obvious OEV. IV is very intense and takes some getting adjusted to. It can be very confusing and kind of scary if you don't know what to expect and aren't experienced with IV dissociatives. I do not advocate this ROA for anyone........it can be dangerous if not done properly and I'm sure it's not all that great for your body.
If you enjoy other ROA's, I don't recommend trying IM or IV as it makes it nearly impossible to reach an M-hole any other way. Interestingly though, I've found that combining different ROA's can be very effective. Sometimes I will do a shot.......wait until I come down from the peak of the high, then if I want to go back up, I'll sniff a couple of small bumps, or smoke a joint or a blunt with 30-50mgs in it. With combined ROA's it actually creates an entirely different experience and headspace. Doing bumps makes me more apt to notice naturally occurring patterns, like an interesting tapestry, or bark on a tree.......while smoking MXE creates blatant, bright, OEV, much more like PCP. MXE has a LOT of different attributes which can be brought out by utilizing it in different ways. I've found it to consistently be an interesting drug that is somehow always capable of taking me on new adventures through my mind and in the real world.
The same cannot be said of all dissociatives...........I've gotten bored with both DXM and Ketamine at different times. I feel that quality MXE has the positive aspects of DXM, Ketamine, and PCP all rolled into one.......without some of the negatives. Ketamine can wreck your nose sniffing rails, DXM can crush your stomach eating large doses frequently, and PCP can just make you blackout and do some crazy shit with no recollection after. I'm not saying MXE doesn't have it's downfalls, it does...........it just seems to have more positives than negatives, at least in my life.....as long as you know your limits and keep benzos on hand for that one time it REALLY blasts you into outer space.
I only prefer IV because I always get the same effects, from basically the same dose. I usually do 30-50mgs at the most per dose........any more than 50mgs is GNARLY, even with my tolerance and a high quality compound. To people that have to do 125mgs IV to reach an M-hole.........you either have an AMAZING tolerance for dissociatives, or you're getting a slightly inferior product. I've only done an IV dose around 100mgs once or twice and both times it made me worried that I was going to overdose or something. It was just downright scary, not very fun at all. IV MXE has a definite sweet spot........do too little and you'll be disappointed. Do too much and you might wake up on the floor. Have balance with your doses with this ROA. More isn't always better. I've also found that when administering the shot.......take your time pushing in the plunger once you've registered in a vein. I usually take 10-20 seconds to push 50 units. It seems to take away some of the overwhelming confusion that can happen occasionally. Just don't do too big of a shot and push the plunger slow or you may wake up with a needle in your arm.
Sorry I'm kind of babbling on at this point. Hopefully some of this info is at least interesting or insightful to those interested in this compound. I honestly just really enjoy talking about MXE.........it's just really damn unique and interesting. Enjoy your good times everyone, and remember to stay safe. MXE can be beautiful and frightening....sometimes even in the same moment. Try to respect it and tread cautiously.
 
MXE is fucking AWESOME for sex. You're numb enough to where you can last a long time (and therefore bust a massive nut) but it's not anything like when you're too drunk or too high on opiates where you can't feel anything and it's impossible to cum. It's actually still pretty easy to cum, but with a little focus you can last sooooo much longer than without the aid of substances. Also, you still have some residual effect the next day, so sex the next day is better, too.

Only problem: I've done MXE 3 times in the last 2 months and each time has had noticeably less peak effects than the first time. Could be because I snorted the first time and the last 2 times were sublingual, but I don't feel like it should be as much of a difference as I've experienced.
 
Mr. Meowfish said:
I have been using MXE for a year at the beginning of December. I use it daily, usually in 1-3 doses throughout the day. I mainly use it IV......although I do use other ROA's depending on what I'm doing. If I'm just chilling at home........I do shots. ...

I only prefer IV because I always get the same effects, from basically the same dose. I usually do 30-50mgs at the most per dose........any more than 50mgs is GNARLY, even with my tolerance and a high quality compound. ...

Sorry I'm kind of babbling on at this point. Hopefully some of this info is at least interesting or insightful to those interested in this compound.
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You're not babbling at all, and many in this thread babble, as is only natural. ... From the way your post reads you've managed to keep your head from floating off your shoulders despite quite the battering regiment of MXE. That's encouraging. It's interesting that you note ROA can make such a difference in qualitative effects. It suggests one's experience of MXE can vary widely based on the rate they take it into their system.

Is smoking it at all comparable to IV? Or is it night and day despite the ostensible similarity in rate of onset? Personally, being a practical person, once I found out that up the butt administration is comparable to IMing I figured why bother with the prep work and additional sanitary risk of injection, and so I've stuck with that route lest I'm in public. But I'm intrigued by IV -- MXE is so charmingly capricious a bitch I'm tempted to throw the dice.
 
Funny. I have not taken mxe in 3 weeks, I just thought it was a good idea as methoxetamine blew my mind by how addicting it was. I've never had a problem with opiates and kicked cigarettes, but that fuckin' MXE turned me into a crackfiend.
 
So I am on a mxe hiatus, not really by choice but the fact that i ran out. Anyways, i'm coming down with a cold from my roommate, the son of a bitch. Kidding. Anyways, i kind of feel like had i continued the mxe this would not have happened. Though at the same time i doubt that, and feel i would have. Is the coincidence effect going away...which I guess brought me to my next line of thinking-no pun intended-I know dxm is the active ingredient in couch/cold preparations. Now i'm fairly certain that mxe would generally make me feel better. But I wonder if it would somehow treat the cold, and the body aches. Like dxm, but better. Obviously:?.
 
MXE is an interesting compound.
In low doses, it is like ketamine, but with a unique flavor.
But in high doses, it REALLY dehydrates me.
 
Btw, finally tried some K the other day and i think it's really nice, but tbh i like MXE more. While i like MXE in all it's dose variations, i haven't found much interesting in low dosed K but in a high dissociative dose. The big difference is the total loss of motoric functionality, the confusion is almost on par with MXE if not the same. With plugged 250mgs of K i was totally gone, not capable to move a single limb, hence trapped in a really weird place. It was extremely crazy, but also very interesting. What i really dislike is the non-existence of music appreciation. I found the music even disturbing and retrospectively, i felt like caught in an absolutely impossible to describe loophole, where everything seemed predetermined. Even though i was calm as a baby, i was shocked to the core. With MXE it's me choosing the direction, with K the substance dictates it. I think with further experimentation there is more to explore, more to learn and surely more possibility to control a K experience, but i really like the hedonism on MXE, the insights and the warm cozy opiate feeling (just to name a few of it's effects) way more than the total disconnection you can achieve with K.

But they're both very interesting. If i'd encountered K first i'd probably like it more, so it's defo MXE.
 
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crazycatman said:
Interesting, I'm trying it on Thursday (first day I'll have enough time and will decide by then.

Anyway, I'll report back with the results :)
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well, I tried 15mg on thursday, the effects were interesting, but nor really overwhelming (most noticeble was a slight loss of hand&eye coordination, old memories becoming vivid again and only being able to focus at one sound at a time)

also tried 25mg today, much the same effects as with 15mg only more pronounced + my vision became a little different (hard to describe really) and I felt a little out of my body (also hard to describe)

quite an interesting substance, maybe i'll try going a little higher next time
 
I got such a shit batch this time from my vendor that I don't want to do MXE anymore.. I don't have the quality stuff hidden somewhere either so I'm just saying goodbye to this drug. It hasn't really caused any problems to me but I'm sure if I continued it eventually would. So I'm glad I receive shit these days :)
 
long time lurker here...first real thing i got into was DXM back in the day, had lots of fun with that until i found 'real' psychedelics, like L and fungi,etc...still am, but since MXE came out, ive been all about it... and K and 3-Meo-Pcp, but there hard to come by so its mostly just MXE..

been two years since its been out? ive *easily* gone thru 40 grams since, from various suppliers...i usually order 1-3g at first to see if there good, then do a 10g order. weird how each batch is different..tho, this last month ive stopped using it completely. i was shootin (IV) about 300mg a day, easily, 50-80mg at a time... haven't noticed any side effects besides the occasional crazy thoughts that are there in the afterglow for a good hour or two after i come back to 'normal'..for me, the hole reminds me of purgatory..theres always people there waiting for me to accomplish something..before i get to a next level, and once i get there, its over..kind of like n2o..right at heavens gate and right when the door opens, i come to..its reallllllly odd..i can ramble on that part for weeks...but since gave up on trying to make sense of it..just love the rush and weirdness too much..

i use to get dehydrated on it when i was snorting it or sublingualing dosing it..i dont notice it anymore, still drink water tho.. when im on it i cant articulate words, feels like someone is holding my tongue or got marbles in my mouth. thought i'd take a break cause my tolerance is ridiculous, have to shoot it to get off on it, and my veins are shot. but, got some stashed away, in a different town, hahaha. but yeah, couldnt stop shooting it. lost a job, dropped out of school, and pretty much would just sit in my room and setup playlists and bang it. my last batch was really... odd to say the least..had a violent outburst my last time, broke everything in my room...threw that batch away quick!

my fav was to mix up some dope in a shot with it, ohhh wow. but after several people were like, dude, really? come on, take it easy, i finally did...went to rehab.. yada yada, sooo here i am, i love reading these threads! my friends dad is a doctor and ive told him about my use, had him run some tests on my liver and kidneys, etc...everything looks good, but my veins..and my potassium was down a wee bit, but everything is A OK..at the moment..think im gonna stretch this break out as long as possible before i get back into it..keep y'all updated. love&light...rage! safely. :P
 
fuckUwil$on said:
why is this drug so addictive?
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I guess it is because it binds to so many receptors:

1. Results of binding assays of methoxetamine

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