Thou
Bluelighter
I've never noticed any cardiac effects from either dissociatives or indole psychedelics. Lucky I guess.
Want to try this one as per an introduction to dissociatives, but the addiction the lot of you are facing leave me a bit worried. Really want to experience a disso-hole, so this seems like the one (not keen on needles, leaving ket out of the question), but I'm REALLY REALLY prone to addiction. I just can't control myself properly.
So I'm wondering, would ordering maybe 1 or 2 grams (so I can work my way up to the m-hole) be a problem? At what point did you guys feel that you needed to do it, as opposed to wanting to? (not the right way to put it, I know, but I think you get what I'm asking)
It's never a feeling of "Holy shit, I NEED to do a line right now or I'm gonna flip." Instead it's always "Why not do a line? I know I don't need to, but it makes things so much better" or so that's the initial reaction. Even now, as a heavy user and abuser, I know I won't need it, quitting cold turkey is not a problem whatsoever. It's simply the thought of "Why not" that drives most of us to continual usage.
My vendor recently lost his source for MXE, so I'll be without indefinitely. Even knowing this, I feel okay...I'm sure as hell gonna miss it for a while, but I know once he finds a new supplier I'll have once again. I'm simply choosing to look at this as a much needed break.
if you treat it like a proper psychedelic you might be okay.Yeah, that's exactly the problem I have with any other drug as well...
if you treat it like a proper psychedelic you might be okay.
do it no more than twice a month, plan ahead and only take it at the time you have planned to.
for me i started taking it more and more after I did it a few times on a whim or before working on menial (or important) tasks. I started treating it like weed, basically, and eventually I was taking it 2 -4 times a week.
just don't treat it like weed. never allow it to be, in your mind, a fun way to spice up normal activities. keep it special and reserved for special occasions and you should be okay. and you'll enjoy the high a lot more too.
Hmm,Though who knows. Perhaps the cardiac discomfort is a direct influence of MXE chemistry on the heart.