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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-10th Dose-Addiction? But I'm only on it 24/7...

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UTTERLY ASTOUNDED. MXE helped make last night the best night of my life. It helped me manifest an entirely different reality. I took alot from this trip. It's an amazing drug but should be treated with caution. I found myself wanting to redose multiple times - once on my first peak and again when i starting to come down from my extended plateau during this huge bon fire. I think this was such an amazing trip i'ma attempt to write a trip report on it, but ima be careful not to try it again for some time and let my body recoupe
 
THCified said:
^ What do you mean with numb? You mean really numb, like it's getting tingly and if you touch it you don't feel this part of the body, or...? Thanks! Sounds really scary. Ah, and what you mean by "gel-like-feeling"?
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I mean what I say. Neck felt like jelly. My actual head was numb in areas.


Yes. I should probably stop. When the bag is done, maybe.


It's become a part of my life.


It is what it is.

Sew buttons.
 
Hey! I wanted to ask those who have experience with most mxe and lengthy experience with DXM -- I've been testing out mxe a bit lately but I wanted to ask whether anyone felt that DXM just had a better overall feel. "Better" is quite subjective so I'll try to clarify. On DXM I feel so calm and peaceful.. the only word I can think of is "womblike", it is supremely tranquil and at the perfect dose (low 3rd) it puts me into a very 'still' and dreamlike place. With mxe, it's somewhat in the same league although I find it far more neurotic, fast paced and "zany" (for lack of better term). It's like an energetic version of DXM, though drastically shorter lasting.

Has anyone else experienced similar results?
 
flurise said:
... the only word I can think of is "womblike", it is supremely tranquil and at the perfect dose (low 3rd) it puts me into a very 'still' and dreamlike place. With mxe, it's somewhat in the same league although I find it far more neurotic, fast paced and "zany" (for lack of better term). It's like an energetic version of DXM, though drastically shorter lasting.

Has anyone else experienced similar results?
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Many have drawn similar comparisons:
Cface on 20/9/11
whilst on mxe i've come to conclusion, dissociatives are not the so-called "death" when contrasting against psychedelics ideology of "birth". Dissociatives are Pre-Birth.... you are in the womb.
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On 22/12/2011:
To me it feels like home :)

yes. i had a similar feeling for dxm when i had my honeymoon phase with it.
it always felt to me like being safe in an uterus. *G*

and about that physical moving, stretching, bending, twisting sensation.
on dxm it took always a long time to feel it and it wasnt near as intense as it is on mxe.
and it doesnt require a high dose for me. about 40-70mg with tolerance.
where as on dxm i had to be on a high third plateau dose.

on mxe when i lay down with lights out and music, at first everything in my vision is very busy.
and after a while this "thick gel" begins to cover me and turning me into it.
my vision then gets calm and the physical sensations start to begin.
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And in July, me and another poster:
vortech said:
Registered an account here to resonate with many of these sentiments. It is a wonderful tool for many applications. have learned many things with it that I would not take back for anything over the course of the past 6+ months of exploration. Like many others, it has empowered me to distance myself from opiates. It can be a rehabilitation tool to help the user reconnect to signals/source/spirit/life force or whatever u wish to call it. Music becomes divine. Everything is music working in harmony, and it conditions the body mind and spirit to work in this harmony. I used to combine mxe with opiates, but realized it is a strong tool to come off of opiates. Cannabis potentiates these effects. I have remembered my power as a shaman to cultivate life giving energy in harmony with my environment. My.best times are with a bit of mxe in the forest singing spontaneously with the birds or with some minimal progressive psychedelic trance and branching genres, activating dormant reception. It is playful, in that its effects can be steered with intention.
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I definitely agree with the "playful" description. At its best the head space is like a water park for the souls of infants before they're born. As others have commented in past incarnations of this thread, there's something "prenatal" about it. It's very cocooned. Even though I can become enthralled and swept along with sometimes flooring acceleration by MXE's capricious dreams, it's this soft and pliant quality that ultimately makes the experiences so easy to husk off with a laugh before plunging back into the womb for another swimming game. This is what makes MXE so easy to return to without a thought, and also why I find it can be quit without repercussion (which of course in turn makes it easy to return to).
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I've experienced automatic body movements under the influence of ketamine and psilocin that reflect the sex/birth/being born process, complete with closed eye visions of "novel ego aspect consummation" and renewal. I've described these experiences in depth in the past. Disassociatives block the body's signals to the brain. I'm wondering if that's all it takes for me to evoke memories of the womb, when we were suspended in amniotic fluid the same temperature as our embryonic skin. These environmental conditions of the womb are the same conditions a sensory deprivation chamber exploits to create hallucinations, hallucinations not unlike those found in a "k hole" or the sleep paralytic hynagogic state.

I think "womb like" is a very apt description of the dissociative experience. I don't know why I experience the "sex/birth/being born" sensations and body movements while using IM ketamine and synthetic psilocin, but at this point my best guess is that it's my subconscious instinctively comprehending and acting out the whole enterprise on a transpersonal level and attempting to communicate it to self-awareness.
 
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psood0nym said:
Many have drawn similar comparisons:
Cface on 20/9/11

On 22/12/2011:


And in July, me and another poster:


I've experienced automatic body movements under the influence of ketamine and psilocin that reflect the sex/birth/being born process, complete with closed eye visions of "novel ego aspect consummation" and renewal. I've described these experiences in depth in the past. Disassociatives block the body's signals to the brain. I'm wondering if that's all it takes for me to evoke memories of the womb, when we were suspended in amniotic fluid the same temperature as our embryonic skin. These environmental conditions of the womb are the same conditions a sensory deprivation chamber exploits to create hallucinations, hallucinations not unlike those found in a "k hole" or the sleep paralytic hynagogic state.

I think "womb like" is a very apt description of the dissociative experience. I don't know why I experience the "sex/birth/being born" sensations and body movements while using IM ketamine and synthetic psilocin, but at this point my best guess is that it's my subconscious instinctively comprehending and acting out the whole enterprise on a transpersonal level and attempting to communicate it to self-awareness.
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Thank you for that. I guess what I'm saying is I don't really get the 'womb-like' feeling with mxe, at least not the level I do with dxm. I'm not sure if the length of dxm allows me to better sink into the experience? With mxe it's like a rapid onset, and then almost as soon as it arrived it's gone.. I almost wonder if the speed at which mxe plays out contributes to the desire many have to immediately re-dose. mxe comes off as somewhat fleeting to me, like there's simply not enough time there to absorb much from the experience.
 
I'm either schizophrenic ......or slowly making myself schizophrenic. For some reason I can't stop. I love it. Even though its making everyone around me hate me. Its sickening.
 
Took a few key bumps before getting a large tattoo on my rib cage. Really took the edge off. Thanks MXE!

Incidentally, I took what might have been too much on Sunday night and spent 2-3 hours locked in my bed, cursing myself for ever doing the drug and swearing that I'd never do it again. I somehow got over it (!) and did a smaller dose last night and had a wonderful time...
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My favorite thing to do while on larger doses of MXE (close to or in the M-Hole) is turn on Netflix and watch episode after episode of an action packed TV show or movie (currently been doing it with the anime Code Geass). I find that I almost get sucked into the show; I don't hallucinate to the extent that I'm actively within the show, but I lose the ability to differentiate between the reality of the universe in the show and the reality that I actually exist in. Really entertaining stuff.
 
FUSIONZ said:
I'm either schizophrenic ......or slowly making myself schizophrenic. For some reason I can't stop. I love it. Even though its making everyone around me hate me. Its sickening.
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why is it making everyone around you hate you? sounds like your making yourself paranoid
 
I had an ephinany?(SP?) on MXE. I shot like 150mg with a big tolerance. has anyone else

idk what happened but i IVed at least 150mg and broketrhough. i dont remember what it was about but i know i was holing forsure and had a breakthrough, this happen to anyone else?
 
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ABCDFG I Ate The E said:
idk what happened but i IVed at least 150mg and broketrhough. i dont remember what it was about but i know i was holing forsure and had a breakthrough, this happen to anyone else?
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You're far from the only one who's had a breakthrough experience on mxe. Its quite common with higher doses.
 
phatboy303 said:
To be fair, I had a few drunken MXE times when I pissed people off. Its not really a going out drug if you ask me.
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I appreciate your post thank you.... I use 70mg amphetamines daily and about 50-100 mg mxe. ..... while in public. Sometimes I act out aggressively and regret it. Also I'm very paranoid all the time. The addiction is physical and extremely mental.
 
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To be fair, I had a few drunken MXE times when I pissed people off. Its not really a going out drug if you ask me.
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Hmm, adding MXE to alcohol: combining a drug that lower inhibitions and produces mania with a drug that lowers inhibitions and makes one sloppy and stupid ... yeah not surprising. If you have a personality that people find "strong" in any way then taking MXE in public risks a disaster/embarrassment.

Judging from what I've read and my own experience MXE seems to magnify the ego in a much "cleaner" way than most other drugs. What I mean by "cleaner," in general terms, is: alcohol may magnify the ego, but it's clumsy; cocaine, meth, or similar stimulants may magnify the ego, but they ramp up people's baser bodily urges (sex/violence) to the point of volatility. MXE magnifies the ego, but it dissociates one from their body, too, and this may be what, for some people, allows it to be a more faithful but amplified representation of their sober ego relative to what other drugs offer.

If you become an intolerable ass on MXE alone, even more so than with other drugs, it's likely that it's because you are, in fact, an ass.
 
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Has anyone combined MDA and Methoxetamine?

I'm thinking about doing 100mg to 150mg of MXE around 8pm. Then about 100mg of MDA at 12am, followed by some more MDA around 1am. Then after my night is over doing another 100mg of MXE when I'm coming down, followed by a few bowl hits of some decent bud to help me sleep.

Would these have a bad interaction? I already know I'd need to drink plenty of water and keep cool so I don't dehydrate. Just wondering if this is a potentially fatal combination? If so, maybe I'll just do MDA around 11pm, and then a tiny bit of MXE and Weed around 4am during the come down.
 
I inadvertently mixed MXE with some MDMA last night, and ended up having a bad time. I'd done the combo once before and I experienced similar 'negative' symptoms. The symptoms are basically just the bad parts of a high dose MXE trip (I feel like there's a large pressure on my body, I can barely talk, I can't keep up with anything that's going on around me), even when I'm only using <60mg of MXE. Could these symptoms be the beginning of the Serotonin Syndrome that I've heard can be caused by the combo?
 
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