The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-10th Dose-Addiction? But I'm only on it 24/7...

[Strange purple]

my advise is keep well hydrated and avoid mixing it with stuff, apart from benzos.

why's that?

 

[taco bell]

I have to disagree with everyone saying dont mix it with alcohol and other things mxe mixes almost too well with everything but stims. Mxe and opies compliment each other like burgers and fries, a couple shots of rum makes it sooo much easier to hole and helps tone down the occasional stimulation it gives. You just cant over do it like anything else, and you NEED to have lots of water around, mxe is one of the most dehydrating drugs there is. 50-80mgs of the beautiful bright white, fluffy, sugary, salty mxe, after .25-.50mg alprazolam, and a few hits of weed triumph any K hole i've ever had, its not as pretty visually but its so much longer and more loving.

 

[J.Wallace]

I always felt MXE brought out visuals that can be described, similar to a threshold dose of LSD.

If this makes sense to anyone, I feel it brings out slight "Waviness" and a "Purple Hue" to things.

I know Psychedelics are subjective, but I feel it's something we can all somewhat agree on.

 

[etasu]

I am always reading Wikipedia but I have really appreciated reading an alternate & thorough explanation. The book I am reading now focuses on risk analysis and harm reduction. It's accessible to a layperson while being as technical and detailed as possible...the kind of thing you'd find on Bluelight but I can read it offline.

Years ago I read a surreal book from the 70s, something like "Journeys into the Bright World"; It was a collection of personal stories about Ketamine. Sadly writer ended up dying of exposure (I don't think I'll try going outside while on a dissociative) I might re-read that as well.

Super exciting. It's been awhile since I've done something new. If I didn't know better I'd feel like I've already been in a hole. There have definately been times on Shrooms, Acid, and Mescaline where I have been stuck to the bed/couch/floor unable to do anything but think to myself and occasionally mutter strange things to my tripping buddy. (We're married & always trip together, often trip-sit for first time dose on a new drug, just trying to be cautious.)

I am really looking forward to listening to music under the influence of mxe. From my acid trips, Portishead is an old favorite; It's been a long time since I've listened to ambient but I used to play it from Digitally Imported.

I can see how mxe has the potential for a great solo trip. Mxe is not very expensive so I will have opportunities to do that.

mxe barely needs trip sitting, however if you dont feel good alone it's good to have backup. personally i enjoyed solo MXE trips more than with someone (tripbuddy or sitter or even group), cuz tendency to something distracts you out of your hole is minimized. be sure to have some good music ready. i found sound to be utterly importaint with heavy dissociation. it's as if the soundscape builds my inner worlds, certainly affects, changes and drives it. if the music changes, my ride changes i can feel the tactile sensation of lets say a auditive peak in a song with my whole body. it's amazing. i dont know what you are into musically, but i found ambient/downtempo/soundscapes/drone to be on par with the m-hole. surely subjective tho. lying down, dim lights, not getting touched and don't move also helps to dive deeeeeep into that hole and let yourself get driven away.

what literature are you after? about pychedelic experiences per se or scientific papers on dissociatives action in your body? guess erowid & wikipedia (receptor mechanisms) are your place to look then.

 

[missimoo]

regards my last trip report, there was an "drug interaction issue" with a PX medication i had taken that day, which caused the reactions, it is actually ok, however, on harm reduction based mission to see if all Eu sources are selling shit, or if its rouge traders. after testing several sources....(i know im on the rules line but bear with me)..

finish my point with the conclusion,

multiple purchases from a range of sources produced a mix of results.

there appears to be a WEAK batch that is identical regardless of origion (came from several places), it appears to be shiny, fine crysyaly (but not crystals ..just shiny)..maybe "salty"..that is WEAK... but not entirly disappointing (given that i have a tolerance that is phenomenal it may be perfectly fine for someone without MXE experience).

there is a new batch that has lumps, dull off white chalky texture, that needs grinding down, that is STRONG, i had an initial adverse reaction to it but that was due to a bad interaction with a one-off prescribed medication , on second testing, it is pretty mxe like, but still not as strong as the old stuff.


oh! regards above posts about books.....ooo... currently reading K Ketamine: dreams and realities by Karl Jansen.....also recommend "The scientist" by john lilly...who did a lot of work with isolation tanks and K.... music wise Banco de gaia -you are here as one of my FAV music to hole to ("grey over grey" is unbelievably beautiful song to peak in a hole to. trust me...)(ambient chill)... KLF - Space (awesome if your in a hole). and KLF - chill out (less so).... old orb album or a bit of future sound of london (FSOL) "ISDN"...or "Lifeforms" CDs good..... sometimes some early Sasha Dj sets (1989-1990 ish era).... randomly some of my best holes dubstep of course, but sometimes it is just moronic noise. any music is AMAZING on a hole. ...ooo! tricky - knowle west boy, mystical experiences - by the infinity project ......trance if your in the mood...william orbit - strange cargo 3 ...beautiful one...TV if your into physics... im currently enjoying a bit of pop science in the "through the wormhole" series...lots of cool science stuff....

...and of course...skyrim on pc.

thats my job done for the day x

 

[sn23]

[...]also downtempo & ambient mixsets of 2-3 hours always were a good shot for a wonderful trip.[...]

Hey loremipsum, how you're doing? Haven't been on BL much lately... how did your extraction go?

You gotta check out the french psybient artist Aes Dana (not to confuse with the black metal band ). His music is full with extremely beautiful and elaborate, ethereal soundscapes, just perfect for MXE I'd say.

Someone on BL (psychedelicdoctor?) recommended Fluxion which is more minimalistic but oh so awesome for the dissociated mind.

The importance of music for introspective MXE journeys can't be overestimated in my opinion. Nothing beats lying on the bed in a dark room with no contact to the outside world except for psybient tunes over good headphones. Only problem is getting up to adjust the volume when it starts to kick in and the tinnitus noise overpowers the music :D

 

[phatass]

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[the toad]

I used to take multiple 55mg bullet snooters up each side and put 250mg under my tongue... after a couple months binging for weeks at a time straight doin this... teres hope for all you... i rarely touch the stuff anymore... no big deal anymore...

 

[vortech]

It must be stressed that it can be used as a tool. I Tuned off for 4 days then tuned in right where I left off, as bright and clear as ever. It feels pretty fully integrated by this point. I wish I could be more specific, but it really exemplifies a tool once you know how to wield it. When paired with clear intention it will help you light the path.

 

[ColtDan]

^etasu; music like portishead, massive attack, burial, tricky, ect.. is BEAUTIFUL under the influence of MXE. a perfect fit for me! i also love rather beatless drone-ambient like tim hecker or electric birds. also downtempo & ambient mixsets of 2-3 hours always were a good shot for a wonderful trip.

Couldnt agree more, when im on the edge of a hole holding on for dear life i get Brian eno - an ending or similar playing, anything beautiful, takes me on a journey. chill dubstep goes quite well, best chill dubstep tune ive ever heard... holed many times to this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDI6HTR9arA

 

[THCified]

I'd recommend Helios' phantastic "Unomia" (2004) and their "Unreleased Vol. 1" (2009) Album. They're utterly ingenious and as made for doin' along with MXE. If you like it a bit more taxing you should try the works of Godspeed You! Black Emperor. It's almost like a rollercoaster of emotions to hear their "Slow Riot for New Zerø Kanada", one of the best albums ever made by Man.

 

[ColtDan]

^ ive noticed the exact same thing, all sorts of noises turn into random voices that ive never heard before, or had forgotten about, its weird as fuck

infact i recall walking home one night, my shoe was squeeking, and it sounded like a voice, rain droplets kept changing color, mxe is by far the most diverse thing ive ever tried, every experience is different

 

[the toad]

The thing i notice about mxe is that if i do ot at high altitude its much diff than near sea level...

At sea level it feels really speedy and is boring... high in the mountains its entirely different... its like super long lasting ket... very psychoactive and the stim effect muted substantially...

 

[ColtDan]

^ aaah good god i'm not alone. i was starting to worry.

i'm using MXE alsmost 1.5 years now and last week was the first time ever that came to mind. i'm rarely not listening to music on MXE, so that might be the case.
yeah its weird shit, but i liked it somehow. i guess if that would happen on a tryptamine i would freak the fuck out. not on MXE tho. too chilled to freak the fuck out

Do you get the afterglow?

 

[the toad]

Afterglow for at least a couple days for me, up to perhaps a week or two of antidepressant effect at best, for me personally...

 

[fuckUwil$on]

hahaha....we've added altitude as a variable. Is it possible to get an afterglow if you do it everyday? LoL. I tend to go for low(10-15mg w/tolerance) bumps throughout the day and maintain a functional buzz...sometimes I dig myself into a hole but i'm like a teenage girl reading Cosmo trying to determine if I had an orgasm...Was that the hole? It seems like it gets to be sort of uncomfortable when it gets high intensity. But perhaps if I plan better, usually happens "out of nowhere" as a cumulative effect. Am I doing it all wrong? Also, someone mentioned GY!BE so I have to brag by saying I saw them but a few weeks ago on 2c-e and a wee bit of mxe...it was pretty epic...great story I know.

 

[etasu]

Getting the rain and thunder confused with Portishead; Thunderstorm watch is until 10pm. I took my first dose of MXE at 4:20pm, heh, this happened to be when my husband was coming down from his trip. As of now he's taken three doses. I trip-sat him, now it is 6:44pm and we are both tripping!! After first dose, I got pretty out of it. Hit me much harder than him, but I was unhappy with how long I was able to hold it under my toungue. For my 2nd dose, which I took recently by rectum. I enjoyed cocaine this way. I make paste out of KY & powder. 2nd dose is 20mg also, but, absorbed through my butt instead of swallowed. Surprised by synesthesia I felt on DXE before I had pot...I am confused because it is similar to pot. Pleased with MXE trippiness.

I miss having "white widow"... right now I'm smoking something called "chocolate chunk", it's an indica.

Husband says he can't figure out how to play his video game. I don't know what I want to do after I write this. I don't think I want to be lazy…I might actually try something active.

I think I will try smoking "trainwreck"... I have to walk all around to get it. This seems like an active thing to try on MXE, lol. I can see why there are so many warnings against mixing with alcohol. I am sensistive to cold, alcohol could be nice for a future trip. I am going to make wine soon, I don't have any now. I am wondering if I had some wine to drink right now if it would be safe.

 

[corky2]

"sometimes I dig myself into a hole but i'm like a teenage girl reading Cosmo trying to determine if I had an orgasm...Was that the hole?"

Very funnY! Thanks for that.

 

[THCified]

...and annoying stingy handtexture

What do you mean by stingy hand texture?

Also, someone mentioned GY!BE so I have to brag by saying I saw them but a few weeks ago on 2c-e and a wee bit of mxe...it was pretty epic...great story I know.

You saw them live? Must be absolutely incredible. And yeah, i mentioned them. There was a time i ONLY heard them while on MXE. It's, as you said, epic. Creates an emotional landscape somewhere between unspeakable bliss and total annihilation, if that makes any sense?

 

[ColtDan]

^ what you mean exactly? in 90% of MXE trips i sleep after the trip. never had a harsh comedown, so my afterglow is mostly when i wake up the next day. apart from intense moodlift and annoying stingy handtexture i have nothing? ah well yeah, my brain is usually full of input to reflect on.

long lasting productive motivating anti depressant, confident, anti anxiety mildly stimulating effect for days after. kinda manic, but in a good way. it can help people resolve drug issues and things, helped people get off smack, helped me get off meph, can feel re-born