my next experiment will be 80mg orally. damn, I feel this will be deep and intense!
ive done some research around the net from bluelight thread. heres the most interesting charts:
25-50mg is a little more interesting - music, video games, films are all awesome.
50-80mg is the bizarre Twilight zone where I can hit confusion. Just standing there, conscious, not knowing what time it is, where I am or what I'm doing. Very difficult to snap out of although not overwhelmingly scary - just annoying.
80mg+ is breakthrough, vibrating pleasure with amazing CEVs and spiritual revelations. Just make sure you're lying down. Only annoying thing for me is that music and sound can be quite tinny and jerky, making music not as good as lower doses.
I checked my dose log, and I've added the most enthusiastic comments about doses in the 20-40mg range.
40-80mg: there's usually no real satisfaction reached. If there are comments, they are about bodily discomfort and confusion.
Then, in the 80-120mg range, things get interesting again. Here be them holes!
Going higher than 120mg leaves telling blanks in the comments column. Amnesia and shame, I guess.
(all doses here are sublingual, for oral, increase dose 20-30%, but expect a longer duration)
For stimulation: 5-9mg
For mood lift/light relaxation: 10-25mg
For dissociation/relaxation: 26-40mg (good for gaming/films, lets you absorb yourself in the films while not quite holing)
Hole: ~60mg+
I don't mention 41-59mg because the dose between dissociation and holing is no more enjoyable than the lower doses, and wastes more material since you're not actually holing yet.
I'd be curious to know how those who have indeed M-Hole'd, or have at least taken 100mg+ in a short period, would describe the M-Hole. My experience of it only touches the 60-70mg range, and the way I define the M-Hole IME is a feeling of being the room, or being the carpet, or being pulled and contorted and moved in a manner which is beyond belief and entirely out of my control, coupled with an extremely blissful state in which I am overjoyed about being the room, or the carpet, or being contorted and twisted in odd manners.
Keep in mind though, I have never even tried Ketamine, and thus have no other reference for what a hole is outside of my subjective MXE experiences and what I have read from others.