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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Part 16 - Sweet 16 mind-control machine

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Crashing said:
I'm not really sure what an M-Hole is, as even in doses above 100mg i've never been immobilized. I guess it's the point when you begin to enter alternate dimensions with eyes closed? Nothing like a K Hole.
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That's how I see it now. The first time I took MXE (dosed [HIGHLY] by friend while still on tail end of MDMA) it happened spontaneously though, I didn't choose to shut my eyes and go lie down. I blacked out and saw the creation of the universe which then transitioned into an abstract version of my own birth. At some point I "woke up" and saw something, it took me a few minutes to realize it was my hand. It took another few moments to figure out I could move it and a bit later I realized I was lying on the floor and that I had taken drugs. Getting up and moving around was quite challenging at first, the whole world had gone 2D as well (complete lack of depth perception). Pretty fucked up introduction to this drug :P. Took me a few years before I tried it again, I then proceeded how I always do when I dose myself... Starting very low and gradually working my way up as I get comfortable with each dose.
 
veodo said:
HAHA AA357

This material is so strong. One week, dosing daily, 50-60mg nasal, oral,sublingual in a few doses, and this SHIT FUCKS YOU UP! No tolerance noticed. No bad aftereffects, no hangover.

I thought ergoloids and mushrooms were srtong, but this MXE, is a total diferent shit, WOAH, so CHILL OUT
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LOL it sure is one of a kind. Try combining it with ergoloids/mushrooms if you really want to give reality the middle finger.

I don't like to take it daily though... for some reason it stops being fun if I do it more than twice a week.

Only bad thing about it is it feels quite dehydrating - I always get very thirsty on MXE. Oh, and it makes me talk like THIS (skip to 1:40).

FlawedByeDesign said:
I sincerely hope you take more from your experiences than just being fucked up. It is a magical experience and I hope that you can find it in your heart to edit out the FUCKS YOU UP part out into something a little more media friendly:). Gets you lifted is the first thing to come.to my mind.
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OK: so it's a damn good painkiller/anesthetic as well as a potent fuckaloid. =D That's about all I get from it TBH.

'Lifted' is how I feel off stimulants, psychedelics and certain types of weed. MXE gets me bombed, smashed and obscenely fucked up.

Vurtual said:
A man (i assume) smashing a woman's face in wouldn't really show much regard for life.
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The nature of what happened was so fucking stupid and surreal that at first I thought it was a deliberate act... if you'd been there you'd understand.
Basically she tried to overtake me at a really idiotic moment (she was on the wrong side of the road for a start), then swerved straight into me when she realized she wasn't going to make it. Worst part was I didn't even get an apology.
Bottom line: if you seriously injure me through reckless/malicious actions and show no remorse for it, I will fuck you up if I think I can get away with it - I don't care whether you're a full grown man or a teenage girl.
I am a freestyle wrestler, powerlifter and BJJ grappler and I've worked damn hard to get my body the way it is, so all I ask is that people respect my space.
 
I have always found MXE to be very spiritual when taken in correct doses and in the proper mind state one hopefully is in before any type of psychedelic/dissociative experience. Those that do not see it that way I feel are missing the point, but everything effects everyone differently.
The only times I have ever felt FUCKED up after taking MXE have been when I have taken entirely too much, or in combination with alcohol. I don't like to dose above 50 mgs though and my average dose is 25. That with some bud and a benzo later to ease the comedown. Sometimes The benzo is unnecessary as I drift off into dream world while floating along the astral plane. I enjoy films and random activities on lower doses but with high doses lying down in the dark with music is the way to go.
 
One of the best thing about MXE is that low doses are wonderful. I think I enjoy 20-30mg doses more than holing, as it can be little exhausting. But I've never taken only ONE dose of mxe - I always redose during the night and sometimes I end up holing anyway.
 
One interesting thing I've noticed is that while the actual experience of being on MXE itself wasn't that enjoyable for me, I've felt amazing lingering antidepressant effects. Since using it the other night I've felt cheerful, motivated and creative. I'm generally an everyday stoner and I have felt far less of a compulsion to smoke weed and yet the quality of my high when I do smoke is also vastly improved. Has anybody else noted these same effects and on average how long do they last?
 
Those positive after effects wore off after three months of weekly/twice weekly use for me. I'd say the best ratio for using mxe to achieve those positive after effects consistently is once a month. Then your supply will last longer too.
 
yeah they will fade if you use repeatedly, I wish I hadnt done it so often.
 
xammy said:
One of the best thing about MXE is that low doses are wonderful. I think I enjoy 20-30mg doses more than holing, as it can be little exhausting. But I've never taken only ONE dose of mxe - I always redose during the night and sometimes I end up holing anyway.
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I agree, I almost always take smaller doses of MXE for its social and mental effects. I rarely go for a hole dose, and I find hole doses much more taxing. My favorite way to use it is to take 20mg, and then redose 15-20mg a bit later, and hang out with friends who are also taking similar dosages. I've had so many magical group experiences where we seem extremely connected and it always leads to wonderful conversations and insights. Feels great too, it fulfills a lot of the functions of alcohol but is better in every way. I also enjoy taking a bit more MXE than that when I'm out dancing to music, because it greatly reduces my sense of self-consciousness and makes dancing way more psychedelic.
 
captaintom said:
One interesting thing I've noticed is that while the actual experience of being on MXE itself wasn't that enjoyable for me, I've felt amazing lingering antidepressant effects. Since using it the other night I've felt cheerful, motivated and creative. I'm generally an everyday stoner and I have felt far less of a compulsion to smoke weed and yet the quality of my high when I do smoke is also vastly improved. Has anybody else noted these same effects and on average how long do they last?
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The therapeutic benefits are definitely there. I find the same when comparing it to similar drugs like ketamine and DXM, the only other dissociativves that I have experience with. There are studies about how these drugs may have the ability to actually repair damaged neurons from traumatic head injuries, or due to MDMA use and other neurotoxic drugs like cocaine, thus restoring cognitive thought, emotional damage, or other issues. The anti-depressant effects are well known as is the alleviation in anxiety.

I am not sure how long the effects would last without occasionally taking the drug again. Whether the effects/benefits are permanent has yet to be determined. MXE has helped me a lot though when taken responsibly. After a period of abuse I noticed the effects to reverse themselves bringing depression. Moderation is key, but not always easy to achieve. MXE is just so alluring.
 
I have taken 30mg orally today. 20 mg then a 10 mg redose 1 hour in the trip.
Lovely introduction. it was my first time with MXE. So smooth and warm! Its hard to not redose now. Very addicting stuff I can understand.
 
Once i've finished my gram, I have no intentions of using MXE again. It's a fascinating drug and the way it works on the brain seems to be truly unique and strange. Regardless of how positive the effects may feel to you however, i feel like regular use of any kind of dissociative drug is not advisable. Reading through the multiple MXE B&Ds I've seen plenty of healing potential and people who have used MXE to benefit their life in a positive way. I've also seen a great deal of people who are clearly in a great deal of denial about their addiction to this drug. Only a matter of opinion of course but i'd say this seems to be the most seductive of all the dissociatives.
 
Had me seduced and addicted....is give my bag to a friend in an attempt to stop and without fail id call him up a few days later asking to bring it back
 
Had another bad experienced with weed. I had been successfully mixing the two lateley by smoking weed a couple hours after coming down from mxe, and had been really enojoying this for about two weeks despite my horrible experiences mixing the two in he past.

Then last night, I did mexe....did an insane workout after the peak, then smoked. then an hour later all hell broke loose. I started "coming up" like i started tripping really hard out of no where, heart racing chest heavy, bad vasoconstriction, even shaking. This lasted for a few hours, even 1 mg of xanax didn't end it......I feel like its the mxe and not the weed of course (even though i know this can happen on weed alone). And I'm tempted to just throw out my whole bag now.
 
Just make sure to throw it away in my garbage can and give me a time frame as to when you chucked it in there.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
Had another bad experienced with weed. I had been successfully mixing the two lateley by smoking weed a couple hours after coming down from mxe, and had been really enojoying this for about two weeks despite my horrible experiences mixing the two in he past.

Then last night, I did mexe....did an insane workout after the peak, then smoked. then an hour later all hell broke loose. I started "coming up" like i started tripping really hard out of no where, heart racing chest heavy, bad vasoconstriction, even shaking. This lasted for a few hours, even 1 mg of xanax didn't end it......I feel like its the mxe and not the weed of course (even though i know this can happen on weed alone). And I'm tempted to just throw out my whole bag now.
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If you're getting good experiences from MXE alone, then just don't smoke weed on it. I have to be really careful with mixing weed and MXE too, it's really easy to get way too much potentiation.
 
I can attest to weed being too much on mxe. It always sends me over into a realm I do not enjoy, usually involving the room spinning :(

Lst night I decided to dip back into my dwindling mxe stash, and I did 55mg up my left nostril rather than my right (I've used the right one on about 90% of my mxe trips, wanted to let it chill). Before I had even finished my three bumps, my new roommate and his girlfriend, and her roommate came home. I was a bit shocked at their arrival, but mxe tends to incline one to be social, so I put on Music has the Right to Child by Boards of Canada, laid on the floor, and just chatted this freshman girl's ear off, whom I barely knew. It was somehow very cathartic, I laughed at much of what she said, asked her strange pseudo-philosophical questions, etc. There were moments where I would drop off and stop talking to her, because I was tripping hard and the ceiling fan would be moving around on it's own accord. My mouth was also frequently incapable of saying the words I wanted to say, so it was quite a silly situation.

After a long time of weird social antics and smoking too much pot, I retreated to my room, and put on some music by Boards of Canada once again, and just laid and stared at the ceiling, and writhed in pain because of either nausea or hunger (but I couldn't eat). I realized I had to ride it out if I wanted sleep, so that I did for an hour. When the nausea finally passed, I entered the old, familiar pleasant come-down space where I feel like I had weathered something astounding, and I had all my mental problems sorted.

Today I feel absolutely pleasant, and I feel like last night was possibly the most transformative of my mxe experiences. I'm happy to see that by using it less often some of the magic has returned to a degree.
 
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The problem was that I got away with mixing them two weed and mxe a few times recently to awesome effects so I thought I was ok.......well I really was fucked last night it was terrifying. Guess I learned again the hard way.
 
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