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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine / MXE Thread - Part 16 - Sweet 16 mind-control machine

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LucidSDreamr said:
ive really found that more often then not I do not enjoy or am scared of having intense mxe trips....the absolute only way i can enjoy a high dose is when i decide that i'm going to close my eyes and listen to music througout the peak, which you may not even need because youll be hallucinating your own music, and go into a hole/enjoying CEVS and tactile hallucinations feels like stuff pushing on me being wrapped in heavy blankets or being upside down or having the sensation of really moving through lots of space. dosing high with doing any other activity in mind (staying in reality instead of going into the hole basically) usually ends with a a just weird or bad sketchy vibe to the trip. however low doses with threshold effects doing anything from a night on the town to working are fantastical!
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I agree with this completely. I haven't even found it possible to "hole" on MXE unless I'm laying down with my eyes closed. If I take that sort of dosage and try to keep my eyes open and interact with the world, it's very unpleasant, the body energy is way too intense and I get dizzy and it just gets really weird. As soon as I lay down and close my eyes it becomes serene and focused.
 
Have some new MXE, very fine white powder(almost like baking soda)

Last I had was 2 years ago.
 
Finally got round to trying MXE after years of reading about it. I still have no idea how I feel about it. I'm a huge fan of ketamine but it's just not available to me anymore and felt a craving for dissociation so decided to get myself a gram. I doses nasally, taking small bumps off a key until reaching desired effects.

I have always found ketamine to have a certain serenity to it but this felt much more chaotic and twisted although at times there was also a powerful dopaminergic euphoria which made me feel utterly godlike . When I lay down in the darkness rather than the ketamine feelings of moving horizontally at great speeds I felt a variety of much more bizarre distortions of my perception of my body. At points it felt like i was being twisted into impossible contortions or being pushed and pulled through incredibly tight spaces. At some point i entered into a bizarre fugue state where i have little recollection of my actions during this time. I vaguely remember vomiting in a glass and feeling a powerful compulsion to listen to a certain bjork album. Operating my ipod and plugging it into the speaker was an intense struggle and I felt like I was somehow having a conversation with the spirit of bjork (???).

After the peak of the experience had worn off I felt irritable and spaced out, with unpleasant lingering dissociation. After this had passed however I felt amazing and felt compelled to talk to my housemates, get in contact with old friends, ring my parents etc. What a strange drug.
 
The coolest experience I had on MXE was when I snorted 100mg after getting knocked off my bike by an idiot woman in a car.

I got scratched up to hell and my hips were knocked out of alignment, so it was pretty damn painful. I actually thought I'd fractured my pelvis, which is probably what would have happened if I was not so athletic. I wasn't thinking straight and when she stopped I went absolutely fucking apeshit at her. I think if there hadn't been so many witnesses around I'd have smashed her face in just for her sheer disregard for my life. I forgot to get her details and after screaming at her for about 5 minutes, I got back on my bike and rode home.

A few hours and 100mg MXE later I was relaxing in my recliner, spliff in hand. I closed my eyes and had a flashback of the incident. Only during this 'flashback', I didn't get back on my bike - I carjacked her and drove home LOL.
 
HAHA AA357

This material is so strong. One week, dosing daily, 50-60mg nasal, oral,sublingual in a few doses, and this SHIT FUCKS YOU UP! No tolerance noticed. No bad aftereffects, no hangover.

I thought ergoloids and mushrooms were srtong, but this MXE, is a total diferent shit, WOAH, so CHILL OUT
 
Did 30 mg nasally after a month and a half. What an incredible night! Just listening to trance and chilling...

captaintom said:
After the peak of the experience had worn off I felt irritable and spaced out, with unpleasant lingering dissociation. After this had passed however I felt amazing and felt compelled to talk to my housemates, get in contact with old friends, ring my parents etc. What a strange drug.
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I feel the same way. This drug is really deep. I stilll can't seem to understand it.
 
veodo said:
This material is so strong. One week, dosing daily, 50-60mg nasal, oral,sublingual in a few doses, and this SHIT FUCKS YOU UP
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I sincerely hope you take more from your experiences than just being fucked up. It is a magical experience and I hope that you can find it in your heart to edit out the FUCKS YOU UP part out into something a little more media friendly:). Gets you lifted is the first thing to come.to my mind.
 
FlawedByeDesign said:
I sincerely hope you take more from your experiences than just being fucked up. It is a magical experience and I hope that you can find it in your heart to edit out the FUCKS YOU UP part out into something a little more media friendly:). Gets you lifted is the first thing to come.to my mind.
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Tbh, my first 10-20 times with MXE all I could tell it was doing was seriously "fucking me up". It wasn't until I became more acquainted with the substance that it's more subtle and introspective sides revealed themselves to me. Even then, it's definitely way more of a recreational drug, than a spiritual/healing one to me.
 
I've seen nothing magical or spiritual from MXE.

Since when is this site supposed to be "media friendly"?
 
Vivid recall of past memories is imo the most profound effect of MXE. Havent had those since the first times..

The hole itself is a deeply psychedelic experience, floating through the cosmos is definitely magical

Once I had this whole sky full of stars in front of me while laying on bed - it was utterly amazing. The euphoria and calmness tops even MDMA - its pure bliss. Those kind of experiences make you really appreciate everyday life even more.
 
I love reading the descriptions of people's experiences here, it brings me back to a wonder-filled headspace.
5 days into my off cycle and feeling great. Have a friendship that has developed the last few weeks (she loves MXE too BTW) helps me immensely from thinking about wanting it. I have called MXE my girlfriend, and it has demonstrated in many to be a true statement. A real girlfriend fills that same hole in my heart.
 
I really wanted to like this drug but I just don't enjoy how it makes me feel after the initial effects have worn off. After holing (an experience i found enjoyable but somewhat lacking in depth or character) I found myself in a profoundly unpleasant state of lingering dissociation during which I felt physically uncomfortable with a racing heart, numb extremities and sweaty feet. I was completely incapable of doing anything useful or productive and during this state I somehow managed to change the language on my laptop to spanish and changed the colour scheme to black. I still have no idea how I managed to do this, dissociatives and technology are clearly not a good mix for me! I also vomited and generally felt unwell. This doesn't seem to be a typical reaction though and seems to be quite different to a lot of people's experiences.
 
I had a little too much MXE last night at a party at a good friend's house... undoubtedly it was partly due to drinking beers too. I was in a great place, highly sociable and full of good humor, and then at some point I realized I was too close to the hole and I had to lay down. I laid down on the floor in the other room and my friends would occasionally come talk to me. I'd talk back but if I opened my eyes for more than a few seconds I'd get dizzy and nauseous so I just laid there for a couple of hours, and then slept on the couch once everyone went to bed. I carried on conversations and was still having a nice time... when I laid down I felt great, but if I was up and/or trying to look at things it was quite unpleasant, so just laid there with a smile on my face and my eyes closed and kept hanging out.
 
Yeah, to me, the only good way to experience mxe is laying down. I like to center myself between some nice speakers :) Then I only get up if I have to pee or get water.
 
I sincerely hope you take more from your experiences than just being fucked up. It is a magical experience and I hope that you can find it in your heart to edit out the FUCKS YOU UP part out into something a little more media friendly
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50% agree. I learn a lot this week.

Im going to stay sober a couple of weeks.
 
I'm not really sure what an M-Hole is, as even in doses above 100mg i've never been immobilized. I guess it's the point when you begin to enter alternate dimensions with eyes closed? Nothing like a K Hole.
 
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