"Man, I'm so alpha that I shoot MXE into my dickhole. Bitches call me Urethra Franklin." - from last night :D
I hear what these dudes are sayin' about losing the magic. During the peak of my MXE (ab)use I was taking it almost daily, sometimes trying to reach the hole but mostly using it in a recreational fashion (this was roughly a year ago.) It got to the point where the body high was so heavy and unpleasant, and the experience was so weak that I kind of gave up on it. I attribute this to not just my tolerance, but the fact that the last batch of MXE I had was garbage.
I took a break for about a year, but I came across some really good MXE about a month ago and decided to get a few grams for old time's sake. I think this MXE is much higher quality, in fact it's safe to say that this is some of the best MXE I've ever had. Salty, fluffy, crystalline gold (well, maybe more off-tan) I shit you not everybody, this is easily the best MXE I've taken since it first got big in 2011. This is some uber platinum double dank pre-UK ban quality shit. I could ramble on about just how great this particular batch is, but you get my point.
Last night, and on summer solstice (about 2 weeks ago), I had two very nice deep CLEAN holes. I could type for an eternity about all that I saw and experienced, but that would take a long time (I may attempt to write a trip report when I have a sec) and anyone who's been really really deep on MXE knows how inexplicable, deep, spiritual, humbling and beautiful of an experience a solid M hole can be. Not to mention, the afterglow totally (for lack of a less hippy dippy phrase) realigns your chakras :D
A couple notes...
-If you want to go really, really deep, I think that oral dosing is best. You can absolutely get to the M hole via nasal administration, but it will be a VERY stimulating high (almost unpleasantly so) while oral is just about perfect.
-On that note though, I think nasal is ideal for recreational and social use. At doses of 20-30mg it makes a really nice substitute for alcohol. Also, mixing both ROAs will give you the best of both worlds.
-I have not administered MXE via IM, IV, or rectal, so I can't comment there.
-One thing I REALLY love about MXE is that I'm able to have a metric fuck ton on me, and only use it about twice a month. These days, I keep myself too busy to use it any more often than that. The ~4 hour duration is absolutely perfect. It's not so long that it's a full day's commitment (like LSD) but it's not short acting enough to be super addicting (like ketamine.) I get that dissociatives can be compulsive. For example, if I had this much ket on me, then I'd probably be using it more often, because a 1 hour session is much easier to sneak into a day than a 4 hour session.
-On that note, if you'd asked me what my disso of choice was a month ago, I would have said ketamine, but with these past two M holes that COMPLETELY blew me away...I dunno, MXE is an amazing substance and I think I like it every bit as much as ket or any other dissociative.
-I think that the best way to enter the hole is to take doses of 25-50mg until you're where you'd like to be. In one night, I'll usually take 100-200mg, but I definitely won't take it all at once. Getting that much MXE dumped into your receptors at the same time is where you enter dangerous territory (increases the chances of blacking out and doing stupid shit), while small incremental dosing just slides you right into the hole like butter
-MXE = amazing. MXE + THC = also amazing, but exponentially more confusing. MXE + Nitrous = Yeeeeeeeehaw!!!! MXE + Psychedelics = can be amazing, but please know what you're doing for Pete's sake.
-Finally, I'm happy there's really good MXE circulating the market again. I thought I'd lost the magic for good, so imagine my surprise when I find myself smack dab in the middle of one of the deepest holes I've ever experienced on anything. Good shit! I think my temporary loss of the magic can be attributed both to high tolerance, and shit quality MXE. To all those who's tolerance is so high they feel they've permanently 'lost the magic' - it DOES come back, just take a nice long break from MXE and all dissociatives (I seriously took a break for almost a year) and when you do come back to it, better make sure you get the highest quality dissociatives you can find.
Thanks for reading everybody and happy holing :D
EDIT: Also, as a strange aside. Does anybody get a really strong eerie sense of deja vu whenever they trip? "This has all happened before" etc. I also will sometimes get the strong sense that I'm like...an actor in a play, if that makes sense. Anyone else? I'll have to take these more subjective notes over to TR...
EDIT 2: Btw if you do choose to go deep, I seriously recommend having a sitter. Even though the chance of blacking out and doing regrettable shit is lower than, say, DXM or 3-Meo-PCP, it still definitely exists. Especially for the more stimulating nasal ROA.