St3ve
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So the DXM and MXE combo worked out great again! I ingested 100mg of DXM and another 100mg 30 mins later, mostly to prolong come up and overall duration. With the second dose of DXM I also ingested 15-20mg of MXE (20mg MXE was ingested earlier that day as well but had mostly worn off). About an hour later I ate another small dose of MXE. 2 hours into it I was starting to feel pretty dissociated and got a bit stressed out deciding what I should do. I eventually decided it was best to do nothing and just went to lay down on my mattress. Music had been on in the background and I spent a good amount of time lying there on my belly looking out the window observing the thoughts running through my mind. Can't recall anything specific but many themes popped up in my mind including my girlfriend, family and drug use. Thoughts were positive and negative but did not really impact me much emotionally.
I went in between lying on the floor and getting up to dance on the couch for a bit or change the music. My mind was pretty scrambled for a few hours but compared to MXE or DXM alone I felt a lot more "clear", although as per usual I can not really recall specific thoughts or anything in detail. Although my mind felt clear, I also remember thinking I was very messed up and had a hard time figuring out which drugs was doing what to me. Urge to robowalk was kind of there but it was easier to walk somewhat normally
. A few hours into it the dissociation was less intense but I remained a bit of a mess for several more hours. As it was wearing off I drank a few beers and smoked small amounts of cannabis, as felt appropriate at the moment. Dissos + cannabis can quickly become too intense and unpleasant, but careful dosing goes a long way. I went outside at some point as well and walked around by the highway stopping occasionally to look at the cars, this is something I frequently find myself doing when under the influence of dissociatives. Something about fast moving cars is strangely mesmerizing in this state. The sound that comes out of them feels very powerful as well.
When I got back home I was almost back to baseline and snorted a small line of MXE to see if it would bring me up a bit more. It didn't cause any dissociation, but instead seemed to focus my mind more and brought on that manic/stimmy afterflow you get towards the tail end of MXE. I chatted online a bit and ended the night drinking a few more beers and smoking cigarettes.
EDIT: I forgot to add. During the peak bit of the trip it was relatively easy to slip into a hole like state when closing my eyes and focusing my attention inward. I call it hole like, in that you get sensation of turning and twisting as well as limbs segregating from the body but I remained fully aware of where I actually was. Something about this combo seems to reduce the "depth" of the hole, so it might not be interesting to those trying to achieve that. I find it more fun and entertaining than either substance alone for quiet pondering and exploring the dissociated state more by doing things... The longer duration of DXM is particularly useful for this, the MXE adds a bit of stimulation and magic to the high that makes for a more interesting state than the dry and mechanical DXM mindspace.
I went in between lying on the floor and getting up to dance on the couch for a bit or change the music. My mind was pretty scrambled for a few hours but compared to MXE or DXM alone I felt a lot more "clear", although as per usual I can not really recall specific thoughts or anything in detail. Although my mind felt clear, I also remember thinking I was very messed up and had a hard time figuring out which drugs was doing what to me. Urge to robowalk was kind of there but it was easier to walk somewhat normally
. A few hours into it the dissociation was less intense but I remained a bit of a mess for several more hours. As it was wearing off I drank a few beers and smoked small amounts of cannabis, as felt appropriate at the moment. Dissos + cannabis can quickly become too intense and unpleasant, but careful dosing goes a long way. I went outside at some point as well and walked around by the highway stopping occasionally to look at the cars, this is something I frequently find myself doing when under the influence of dissociatives. Something about fast moving cars is strangely mesmerizing in this state. The sound that comes out of them feels very powerful as well. When I got back home I was almost back to baseline and snorted a small line of MXE to see if it would bring me up a bit more. It didn't cause any dissociation, but instead seemed to focus my mind more and brought on that manic/stimmy afterflow you get towards the tail end of MXE. I chatted online a bit and ended the night drinking a few more beers and smoking cigarettes.
EDIT: I forgot to add. During the peak bit of the trip it was relatively easy to slip into a hole like state when closing my eyes and focusing my attention inward. I call it hole like, in that you get sensation of turning and twisting as well as limbs segregating from the body but I remained fully aware of where I actually was. Something about this combo seems to reduce the "depth" of the hole, so it might not be interesting to those trying to achieve that. I find it more fun and entertaining than either substance alone for quiet pondering and exploring the dissociated state more by doing things... The longer duration of DXM is particularly useful for this, the MXE adds a bit of stimulation and magic to the high that makes for a more interesting state than the dry and mechanical DXM mindspace.
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