Yesterday I finaly got to try some MXE, and to be honest I wasn´t that impressed. At times I was bored, other times just annoyed with the effects.
I started out by taking 28 mg sublingual. After 1 hour I got impatient, and because I thought I really didn´t felt anything, I snorted an additional 16 milligrams. After that, things started getting weird quickly.
I tried to watch the Chinese movie “Fallen Angels” by Wong Kar Wai, it proved to be a bad choice. Even when I´m sober I am having an extremely hard time understanding the plot in his movies. Still I was sucked into it´s bleak and cold atmosphere. Didn´t like it actually…..
I tried to watch some other movies, but that failed aswell.
In the end I watched Star wars, episode 1: the phantom menace, and I just thought the effects were really bad. Completely cheesy.
It was like I could see the crummy latex masks, the people who were dressed up like aliens, were wearing. And I could totally see that Yoda was just a puppet.
Also picture quality seemed worse when on MXE. Much more pixelated.
Coming down, I went for a long walk, it was 3:30 AM, and the streets were completely empty. It was pretty cool actually. Best part of the trip. We got lots of snow here, so that was nice.
It´s not that I wouldn´t repeat taking MXE again, but I think I would like to either mix it with a psychedelic (4-aco-dmt maybe) or I would double the dose, in the hope of getting a more immersive experience. I must say that all in all it was a lot less psychedelic than I expected.
I want to add that I am not really that experienced with dissociatives. I take a little ket now and then, but never really “hole” with it. And I tried DXM once, but that´s a long time ago now.