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So any comments on the quality of batch 2 yet?
Just recieved my order today and want to know if its still the real deal.
Just recieved my order today and want to know if its still the real deal.
p.s. Knockando: if we're in the same situation again, we will definitely titrate up from a 1/10 or 1/20th normal dose; I think I was a bit blasé about methoxetamine because of it's structural similarity to ketamine; obviously my pre-GCSE-standard chemistry knowledge falls a little short of understanding that that similarity's no guarantee of anything at all ;o)
So any comments on the quality of batch 2 yet?
Just recieved my order today and want to know if its still the real deal.
Received 100mg sample yesterday. Bright white powder, small crunchy crystals.
Just insufflated 25mg about 10 minutes ago. Not feeling anything yet. If it reaches 20.50 and still nothing, I'm going to take the rest. I have a huge tolerance to ketamine and have read on other sites that it shares a tolerance so I think it's going to be all or nothing with the small amount I have.
I will post what happens either later tonight or tomorrow.
The first warning signs started about 30 minutes after Mrs Deckmunki took 40mg methoxetamine orally. She became tensed, alert and started looking around.
It became quite quickly apparent that she was in a state of confusion/delerium, repeating actions and phrases, and becoming unaware of where she was.
Mrs Deckmunki spent the next hour or so in the vicinity of the loo and in a state of clear confusion, alternating between a state of coherent panic, coherence, abject panic ("I'm going to die, aren't I?") and vomiting.
Me and a friend dosed 15mg and 16mg respectively, at about 21:30, so the effects should start happpening soon?, what should we expect and should we dose any higher aka bump, or drink alcholol?.
I have seen and dealt with this situation before so I can fully understand how scary and worrying it all is - especially if you are also under the influence of a substance - especially one that has psychedelic properties.
Things that I have learned:
1. It's only a temporary situation. It will pass. Patience and time are required.
2. Remain calm. Even if you are scared or worried, try to not let it show and convey the image that you are fine. Fear is infectious. Panicking will make it a lot worse!
3. Talk to the person. Think of general things to talk about that don't have anything to do with the current situation or environment. This, in my opinion, has two effects: It takes their mind off what is happening to them and keeps them grounded in reality.
4. Keep an eye on breathing, temperature and, if you can, heart rate. Don't do it in such a way so it seems that you are checking them - be subtle!
I am not sure why or how it happens, but some of the symptoms of Ketamine (and I assume MXE) are similar to those of schizophrenia. So this detachment from reality (which is what psychosis is, I suppose) is what makes some people confused. It does seem odd though that sometimes even a low dose can trigger it - yet other times, much high doses have no such effect.
Took the remaining 75mg at around 9pm, and all I have is a warm slight ketty feeling.
I'd wager that my tolerance to Ketamine means that I need to take a much higher dose than most people trying this for this first time. I might buy a bigger amount in the future, but I am in no rush. I'll wait until more people have tried and tested this chemical.
In the meantime, I'm gonna stick to the good ol' kev.
I feel sorry for people who aren't getting the effects I get. I have been taking this on almost weekly basis for a couple of months and tonight's 75mg was truly an eye opener. It was a personal Armageddon scenario, Knockando as the chief protagonist, infused with high drama and suspense. Technology became fluid, I was plugged into cyberspace through my 16Mb uplink and the GSM network. My flat became a collection of stage sets where myriad plot lines were enacted, I was audience and performer all at once.
I made noises that would waken the dead and was fearful of discovery, fortunately no-one alerted the authorities.
How can people say they just get a "warm" feeling? Tolerance, I'm sure, but fuck!
its what its being marketed as. Anyway i will not produce a roling trip report![]()