I also get unusual reactions to DMT though where I don't get as much out of it as other people tend to say and I actually really dislike the way it makes me feel most of the time
I get this as well.
DMT used to be different, I used to love it, but since a few years, every time I smoke it, I feel completely alienated and confused afterwards.
I never thought of it as introspective, but now it sends me into the headspace of a vulnerable situation I found myself in, in the recent past. Like it makes me feel like I felt at that time, even though my mindset was great before. It ruins the rest of my day actually. I never see anyone mention this.
I just get really uncomfortable and feel very vulnerable, and absolutely confused now when I do DMT.
It’s been a year or so since I smoked it, but I left long periods in between before, and it was the same.
Also MET unfortunately did not have anti depressieve properties for me, in contrast to your experience, I felt pretty down the next day. Like I had a hangover.
The bruxism was annoying as well.
I Googled it, and bruxism can have something to do with either high, or low serotonin levels, I’m not sure why, tryptamines do not increase serotonin, they just bind to the receptors.
But this was only my first experience with MET, a different set will likely produce different results. And definitely will need a higher dose.
4-HO-MET is wonderful for me though, but not healing in the way mushrooms are, but not challenging either, visually very intense for me.