just to let you know, I’m on course to end a 10 years spell of opiate consumption (kratom and poppies).
Two months ago I was doing 4-6 spoonfuls of dry strong white poppies per day. In a couple of weeks I slowly substituted it for kratom, half a spoon at a time, till I fully substituted the effects of the 6 spoonful of poppies with 24 spoonful of kratom.
Then in a month and a half I have been tapering off the kratom. I do this taking 4 kratom doses a day. I take half a dose at 11am, another half a dose at 5pm, then a full dose and a half at 10pm, and finally a full dose at 4am.
I’ve have successfully reduced the pain, mental anguish and other inconveniences to a minumum, using methoxetamine in the morning (usually 2 or three doses of less than 10 milligrams, first dose at breakfast and the last dose before lunch at 2pm)
During the afternoon and evening I’ve been drinking strong wild dagga infusions. I have lots of them plants in the garden and I found out they help a lot with the restlessness, especially when mixed with some cannabis indica.
I’m also using massive amounts of cannabis indica before dinner to be able to sleep at night (luckily I had a great harvest last summer, with 3 different sleeping varieties that i rotate daily to minimise tolerance. I never use cannabis in the mornings or afternoons for the same reason).
So sleep was ok for most of the tapering… I was waking up after 4 hours, but was able to have the planned dose of kratom, smoke some cannabis, and fall back to sleep in about half an hour…
Now that I'm approaching the end, it becomes increasingly harder.
I haven't been very successful at sleeping since last week… have a bit of restless legs in the evenings too, despite the cannabis and the wild dagga (although they help a lot, specially the dagga) I’ve been sleeping less than 4 hours a day for the last 4 days, despite the massive amounts of –according to my friends- very strong, active and effective cannabis indica (orally, made into cannabutter and consequently into delicious cakes or milkshakes... I've already finished a whole big indica plant and half of another... in a month and a half!)
now, to avoid the PAWS of 10 years of strong opiate addiction, I’m planning to try for the first time iboga, so I bought some in a shop today, and I expect to receive it next week. I ordered 15 grams of a powdered root bark that is supposed to contain 4.5% of ibogaine… anyone could give me advise about how to use it? anyone who has already experience iboga?
...I think I ought to post this in a new thread in the darkside... just in case I'm successful, so other people get to know another way to end their adictions