DUDE!
Hey guys, long time no see. Been busy, and after all my experiments with 1p-LSD I had to take a break from psychedelics to regain my center.
I just had the best weekend of my entire life.
Saturday morning at about 11 am my girlfriend and I both took ~165ug. We got the 100ug tabs and both cut ourselves 1 and a bit more than half of a second one.
We ate a light fruit breakfast, dropped, and set up a quilt on the back yard. As we set it out, we noticed there was some dog poop, so we set about cleaning the place up for the trip, then tidied up inside a bit so we wouldn't have to worry about anything when everything manifested. I hadn't tripped in a good while, and this is only her fourth experience with psychedelics, so we wanted everything to be clean and orderly.
So we grab our trip toys finally, and go to lay on the blanket... and suddenly I just felt so damn relaxed! There was none of the lysergamide teeth grinding, I was just totally comoftable, it was almost opiate like. I looked around and a deep feeling of contentment spread over me. I knew that everything was going to be what it was, and that was OKAY! I could somehow see to the heart of things and saw that the universe is basically good, and I could trust it, and that no matter what things would unfold as they should.
This was such a liberating thought! From there the experience just flowed, and visuals the likes of which I haven't seen often manifested. At times I could see the sky was made of math, with interlocking four dimensional geometry interlaced and pulsing. I could see into my body when looking at my hand, and could see to the truth of how I was not actually connected to the atoms, I was made of the RELATIONSHIP one atom has to another, but it was all empty space and energy.
I could see into my body, as if it were a piece of land. I could see how houses and structures had been built on it, scars had developed. But at the base, it was good strong land. Beautiful! I could see I was a universe unto myself, a billion cells working together, held together by the relationship of those atoms making the cells... it was all so beautiful I openly wept!
This was maybe the best experience of my life. This is not the same as LSD, but it is JUST as good, in a different way. The other lysergamides are interesting, but LSD and ETH-LAD are just... they are just a whole other thing!
So much of it I don't even have words for! I had prfound realizations about hard drug use and the US government, and Love, and life... SO MUCH WAS REVEALED! AND IT WAS ALL GOOD! There is nothing to be afraid of, and I am not afraid to die any longer. I certainly want to live as long as possible! But now I see, we are all the same thing, and god damn... it is just so fucking... I don't know? Groovy?
Anyways. This one is a WINNER.
Such astounding beauty.
no comedown to speak of, the day just wound down gradually and organically and we drifted off to sleep around 2am after playing some super mario world together.
as a qualitative note, this one has less of an erotic push than does AL-LAD, but once we started making love, it was like two energy beings dancing with one another... it was just the best day ever!
I hope to god this one stays around!