I have a similar reaction to these things. I'm really happy I did this because it made me realize that psychedelics, apart from a little natural DMT or mushrooms, offer nothing to me. I will never use them again. I have no interest in chasing 'enlightenment' through these compounds anymore. I will be doing so through the many other more natural and reasonable means such as yoga, studying quantum physics, and smoking hash. I do not trust whoever is tinkering with the structure of acid and making this stuff obviously just for profit. I honestly think it needs to be way more regulated than it is now.
I cautiously trust the mushrooms of mother nature and the prolific DMT. They vibe with my body so well. I have sworn off any synthetic psychedelic compound forever. The physical energy of them never sits right with me. I can't trust unresearched drugs that have not evolved with nature over eons of time. I know how bad chronic health problems can be. It can't be healthy to be that extremely, overly stimulated for so long. Who knows what the long term effects could be, it's literally russian roulette with not just your brain but your whole entire body. Like how ketamine randomly causes bladder damage. Who knows what this shit could do.
I'm happy to enjoy cannabinoids, they project me into a state of tranquil meditation. I gain infinitely more from the subtle push of cannabis when used on a regularly, steady basis than from the sheer, extreme intensity of these much less frequent acid trips. That's just too much for me, I'm too mellow for a cup of coffee and a couple days later I've forgotten all about the trip. I'm not a thrill seeker. I have no reason for anything stronger than weed and I am grateful to have realized this. What percentage of psychedelic users who are using for 'spiritual purposes' have actually sat down and meditated or reflected on their lives while sober? How many have studied the world's religions, know a thing about quantum physics, do anything charitable, or explored and questioned their own beliefs deeply at all? Honestly I don't think psychedelic users are any wiser as a whole than anyone else.
That being said, I benefitted from the trip. I dropped my interest in tripping overnight, which is really just one less distraction from the things in my life which are so more important than drugs. Besides, there are other drugs I am so much more interested in than psychedelics and at the end of the day poly-drug abuse is pretty stupid. So goodbye, psychedelics. I'll be able to focus more strongly on yoga, and spiritual texts while smoking cannabis in moderation. Luckily I enjoy weed though because it's so much less problematic to society than these synthetic drugs (and natural ones are always so much more accessible and you don't have to deal with shady characters who base their existence on helping others get high). Even if I have some magical trip where I see God, I just don't want to choose to be a part of this scene, and as a user you play a part in the entire phenomenon. That person in the straight jacket who took too much acid, that's a manifestation of yourself as well. Even if you are a 'hardhead'. Bad acid trips are very common and they are BAD. This all being said I still benefitted strongly from the trip, but I would never use it again nor did I enjoy myself. I liked lsd and al-lad when I tried them but that doesn't mean they are of value to me.