I think you're fooling yourself about that purity of heart. There have enough books, stories, movies etc (although I struggle to recall titles) showing us that we all have the capacity to be savage under the right circumstances. And I believe that: we all have a dark side and part of 'being good' is realizing that we are just good at suppressing it not that it is not there. Just like it is healthy to be able to feel negative, not an ideal to be euphoric 100% of the time which would be sort of pathological.
Whatever your experiences so far are telling you, I don't see how you can be so certain that becoming that savage isn't just a matter of (accidentally) dosing so high that all restraints preventing that savageness are lifted. It seems rather like a very peculiar sort of disinhibition as I don't buy that people who have done such fucked up things high on Datura had bad intentions just like I don't believe the kid who murdered his mom on MXP did.
So, no offense, but I am worried about you almost as much as I'd worry about anyone taking this substance. You would do well to err on the side of caution rather than on being pursuaded by whatever these experiences whisper in your ears.
If there's truth to what you say about differences in effect on people - and that definitely doesn't seem like a strange idea, I believe it would be a matter of how much negative emotions are bottled up (which may be subconscious for a fair part). The special sort of 'disinhibition' plus lack of self-awareness or self-control might be able to bring out those urges. That is another way of saying how you look at it, but IMO it also means that nobody is immune to terrible things happening as strong enough effects could still let minor urges run free with serious results.
Make a standardized extract if you haven't done so already. At least that more or less takes care of accidental overdosages.
But thanks very much for pointing out a way to determine these species or at least a way to identify D. Stramonium. :D
Whatever your experiences so far are telling you, I don't see how you can be so certain that becoming that savage isn't just a matter of (accidentally) dosing so high that all restraints preventing that savageness are lifted. It seems rather like a very peculiar sort of disinhibition as I don't buy that people who have done such fucked up things high on Datura had bad intentions just like I don't believe the kid who murdered his mom on MXP did.
So, no offense, but I am worried about you almost as much as I'd worry about anyone taking this substance. You would do well to err on the side of caution rather than on being pursuaded by whatever these experiences whisper in your ears.
If there's truth to what you say about differences in effect on people - and that definitely doesn't seem like a strange idea, I believe it would be a matter of how much negative emotions are bottled up (which may be subconscious for a fair part). The special sort of 'disinhibition' plus lack of self-awareness or self-control might be able to bring out those urges. That is another way of saying how you look at it, but IMO it also means that nobody is immune to terrible things happening as strong enough effects could still let minor urges run free with serious results.
Make a standardized extract if you haven't done so already. At least that more or less takes care of accidental overdosages.
But thanks very much for pointing out a way to determine these species or at least a way to identify D. Stramonium. :D
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