heloo evrybody! i'm taking a litle bit of methylone evry morning. it's the only thing that will get me up. i suffer from severe depression and anxiety. i can't drink coffee. but surprisingly, the methylon,meph-bute, etc... relax me. i'm going for tms therapy next week. because i cannot, absolutely cannot get up in the morning because i'm so sick. and i need evry bit of help to get there. ovbiously, i am well aware of it's addictive potential but i've got to get treatment or i die. i also have benzo tolerance and drink lots of kratom to stay alive and the meth has helped a lot. i don't redose-even though i want to-and i don't want to get hooked. in my current state, i have to be very careful not to become a full blown addict-on anything. i've managed to taper down a bit on the benzo's and kratom.anyways, iss there any studies on the effects of long term use. is it pretty safe? IMPORTANT: can someone give me an opinion on the use of low deprenyl/seligline on the comedown-mild right now, could it replenish depleted dopamine or could it make it worse? PLEASE HELP![/QUOTE
hey everybody! i'm sorry to say that i'm still taking methylone every morning. at this particulat time i have no choice. i know it's not a wise move but it is the ONLY thing that will get me up. it's the lesser-or greater than two evils. i'm at a very bad place right now and i'll do whatever it takes to get to treatment, even dance with the devil. would you dance with the devil to save a loved one? treatment starts monday and i have already bought a scale, cornstarch and empty gelatin caps to begin my taper. I AM NOT GOING TO BECOME A JUNKIE AFTER LIVING IN THE DEEPEST BOWELS OF HELL FOR MORE THAN 2 YEARS AND CONSIDERING WHAT I'VE PUT MY PARENTS THRU AND HOW MUCH MONEY THEY HAVE SPENT! i'm sure it's not like inhaling gasoline and i'm not saying i might not be damaging some neurons, but you have to do what ou have to do to survive for the meantime. i will start taper in about a week. same thing with kratom and benzo's. yes, it will be diifficult. i have no illusions about that. but i will NOT be dependent on drugs the rest of my life. the treatment is called trans-cranial magnetic stimulation therapy and has a 70% success rate. i have faith that it will work. i'm going to start taking heavy doses of anti-oxidantsit can;t hurt. anybody, everybody PLEASE,PLEASE PROVIDE FEEDBACK! thank you 5