SparkyMarky
Bluelighter
Hello everybodies!
Well that was an interesting first ride on the aMT express!
Overall impression was that it was absolutely lovely! Disappointing in some ways, but (so far!) I'm soooo pleased I discovered it.
Weight: 10st; previous experience with Mandy, methylone (*spit!*) and spliffs.
Dosage method: 200mg of freebase aMT dissolved in 40ml of water/vinegar to give a 5mg/ml solution (or close enough) and squizzed up my (douched) bum with a plastic syringe.
First dose administered at 11.30am yesterday (t=0)
t=0 15mg
t+1.30 felt yawny but bright, but suspect that at such an early stage that might have been expectation more than the aMT
t+2.00 another 15mg
t+3.00 still feeling warm and nice and a bit yawny but bright and alert and not actually tired
t+4.00 drove into Leeds to do a bit of shopping - no impairment to driving or awareness/alertness at all. Chewing a Gregg's pasty was a bit of a chore, but not that bad. Things felt bright and 'up' (bouncy house music on mp3 player may well have helped!). No nausea, no GI discomfort
t+5.00 another 15mg
t+5.20 feel slightly buzzy and a tiny bit 'wobbly' but still very clear and capable of getting on with some work at the PC in a very focussed way
t+6.00 slightly achey shoulders - took some Mg tablets. Pupils not at all dilated
t+6.30 still very bright and smiley and just-about-noticeably chemmed. Very yawny but not at all tired - just very relaxed - oh, I'm liking this!
t+7.00 had a sandwich and a big bowl of homemade gazpacho - lovely!
t+7.30 (7pm, BTW) another 15mg. A friend dropped by to get some dosh off me for some Mandy that he was delivering later - even when I told him I'd taken aMT, he said he wouldn't have noticed, although *I* noticed I was a bit chattier than usual
t+8.00 yawny yawny yawny. Feel a slight impatience that this trip doesn't seem to be going anywhere other than Lovelyville, but still happy enjoying the journey
t+8.30 friend returned with the Mandy. Must - and did - resist temptation to take some later. Friend noticed that my pupils were (finally!) dilated. Had two big cream cakes - nom nom nom!! Slight headache - which may or may not be due to the aMT. Took a couple of ibuprofen
t+9.30 another 15mg - since it's now 9.30pm, this is going to be my last for tonight. 75mg seems a reasonable first time total dose, although it's been taken over about 10 hours
t+10.30 still warm, yawny, nice and relaxed
t+11.15 opened a bottle of cider
t+12.00 still very nice, but no change from earlier. No visuals or elements of psychedelia at all, which is a little disappointing. Really enjoying this unpushy, relaxed state, but a little disappointed that there was no progression to anything different. Smoked a small spliff
t+12.30 despite not actually feeling that horny, started a wank with poppers
t+12.50 rolled another small spliff - feel lovely, but the aMT seems to be inhibiting the spliffs a little
t+13.00 finished my wank - a little bit of an effort to actually cum (but nowhere near as bad as with (*spit!*) methylone.) And my God - what a fucking orgasm!!! I'm sure I broke some bones or damaged some internal organs!! Had a lovely hot bath - and afterwards found myself actually cleaning the bath with a nice, unforced determination - LOL
t+13.50 went upstairs to watch The Adjustment Bureau on my projector in the attic - really enjoyed it. Found I could focus on it perfectly with no loss of attention or drifting off. Loved the film (and the relationship between the two main characters) but the ending was bollocks. On methylone, I'd have been skipping between the film, the internet etc, but stuck with the film from start to end
t+14.20 a fourth small spliff and some wine and fruit juice
t+15.00 a fifth baby spliff. Listened to some trancey music in the dark with the visualiser projecting onto the wall - *very* nice, but no visuals or other psychedelic artefacts. Wished I could have had the music louder but didn't want to annoy the neighbours
t+15.50 off to bed. Felt snuggly and warm and beautifully mashed, but still clear and sharp. Worried that I wouldn't actually be able to sleep - but then suddenly it was 11am and I was waking up feeling very nice.
Planned to get up straight away but then somehow it was 12.45!!! Eeeek!
Overall, bloody lovely. I've been taking methylone recently to give me a bit of a 'push' to do stuff, but after aMT I'm very tempted to chuck the rest of the methylone away because of its horrid, pushyness that's left me irritated, edgy and with dry, sore eyes that couldn't handle working at a PC very well. aMT - at the doses I took last night - seems to have all the pluses (perhaps without the physical 'drive', but that was never as good as I expected it to be) of methylone but NONE of the minuses.
Wanking on methylone always felt like someone was standing over my shoulder with a whip (LOL) shouting: 'Harder! Try harder!!' and then always let me down with the eventual, unsatisfying orgasms, and I'd pull my pants up feeling shit and irritated and not at all 'spent'. aMT was sooooo much nicer - comparable to a Mandy orgasm.
In many ways, as people have said, it has many of the characteristics of Mandy: warmth, smileyness, unpushyness. I didn't get quite the empathy that I get with Mandy - although it wasn't far short, and felt somehow more relaxed and a bit less forced.
But the long come-up, I can see, could get a bit boring on such low doses, cos it doesn't really 'go' anywhere, even with a bit of booze and some spliffs. I think now that I've seen what it's like, and can manage my expectations next time, I don't think that will be a problem. Doing it with friends or in a more
varied, stimulating, social environment would be good.
This morning I feel nice - a little bit tired and achey, but in a good way.
Next time I do a proper trip, I think I'll start with a 30mg initial dose (or should I go higher, d'you think?).
On Saturday, I'm planning a night out in Leeds with a mate who's eager to try it, so would a starting dose of, say, 45mg be a bit rash, d'you think?
So, in summary....
pros: lovely, warm, relaxed, unpushy. No apparent body load, no nausea at all (from the 'up the bum' method). Nice, long, extended low-level high, no nasty shocks. Mild euphoria, smileyness. Cuddles and touching and - maybe (although, like with Mandy, I might have found my attention wandering) sex - would have been lovely. Brilliant wank and orgasm. Eating was no problem - unlike with mandy and methylone, which both cripple my appetite, methylone particularly.
cons: didn't feel like there was any progression with the trip. Stayed much the same from about t=8 through to t=14 with the spliffs and booze moving it on slightly after that. Found myself occasionally getting impatient with the lack of progress, but not to any great degree. I think the impatience was more to do with it being my first time and with the long come-up times.
aMT is gawjuss! And the fact that it's legal and relatively cheap in the UK is a mahoosive bonus. I shall be ordering lots more of this lovely stuff, but hope that I don't abuse it too much. I'm looking forward to upping the dose and - possibly - combining it with a small dose of Mandy late on in the trip (although I'm aware of the serotonergic risks!! Have ordered some 5-htp to help with that). I'm off down to a one-day festival in London the weekend after this one, and that should be interesting, especially with aMT's long duration, which should be perfect for a noon-10pm event.
Questions for you lovely Bluelighters: what d'you reckon my next dosage should be? And this morning some Piracetam arrived in the post - would you recommend taking this a few hours before I start my next trip, or not bothering at all?
This morning I've taken a small, 10mg dose to see how that works as a low-level 'pick-me-up': I'll let you know how that goes but already (t+1.00) I'm feeling a little brighter and sharper. Have to make sure I don't abuse aMT too much, because it really is nice stuff.
Apologies for the long ramble....*big smiley face*
Mxx
Well that was an interesting first ride on the aMT express!
Overall impression was that it was absolutely lovely! Disappointing in some ways, but (so far!) I'm soooo pleased I discovered it.
Weight: 10st; previous experience with Mandy, methylone (*spit!*) and spliffs.
Dosage method: 200mg of freebase aMT dissolved in 40ml of water/vinegar to give a 5mg/ml solution (or close enough) and squizzed up my (douched) bum with a plastic syringe.
First dose administered at 11.30am yesterday (t=0)
t=0 15mg
t+1.30 felt yawny but bright, but suspect that at such an early stage that might have been expectation more than the aMT
t+2.00 another 15mg
t+3.00 still feeling warm and nice and a bit yawny but bright and alert and not actually tired
t+4.00 drove into Leeds to do a bit of shopping - no impairment to driving or awareness/alertness at all. Chewing a Gregg's pasty was a bit of a chore, but not that bad. Things felt bright and 'up' (bouncy house music on mp3 player may well have helped!). No nausea, no GI discomfort
t+5.00 another 15mg
t+5.20 feel slightly buzzy and a tiny bit 'wobbly' but still very clear and capable of getting on with some work at the PC in a very focussed way
t+6.00 slightly achey shoulders - took some Mg tablets. Pupils not at all dilated
t+6.30 still very bright and smiley and just-about-noticeably chemmed. Very yawny but not at all tired - just very relaxed - oh, I'm liking this!
t+7.00 had a sandwich and a big bowl of homemade gazpacho - lovely!
t+7.30 (7pm, BTW) another 15mg. A friend dropped by to get some dosh off me for some Mandy that he was delivering later - even when I told him I'd taken aMT, he said he wouldn't have noticed, although *I* noticed I was a bit chattier than usual
t+8.00 yawny yawny yawny. Feel a slight impatience that this trip doesn't seem to be going anywhere other than Lovelyville, but still happy enjoying the journey
t+8.30 friend returned with the Mandy. Must - and did - resist temptation to take some later. Friend noticed that my pupils were (finally!) dilated. Had two big cream cakes - nom nom nom!! Slight headache - which may or may not be due to the aMT. Took a couple of ibuprofen
t+9.30 another 15mg - since it's now 9.30pm, this is going to be my last for tonight. 75mg seems a reasonable first time total dose, although it's been taken over about 10 hours
t+10.30 still warm, yawny, nice and relaxed
t+11.15 opened a bottle of cider
t+12.00 still very nice, but no change from earlier. No visuals or elements of psychedelia at all, which is a little disappointing. Really enjoying this unpushy, relaxed state, but a little disappointed that there was no progression to anything different. Smoked a small spliff
t+12.30 despite not actually feeling that horny, started a wank with poppers
t+12.50 rolled another small spliff - feel lovely, but the aMT seems to be inhibiting the spliffs a little
t+13.00 finished my wank - a little bit of an effort to actually cum (but nowhere near as bad as with (*spit!*) methylone.) And my God - what a fucking orgasm!!! I'm sure I broke some bones or damaged some internal organs!! Had a lovely hot bath - and afterwards found myself actually cleaning the bath with a nice, unforced determination - LOL
t+13.50 went upstairs to watch The Adjustment Bureau on my projector in the attic - really enjoyed it. Found I could focus on it perfectly with no loss of attention or drifting off. Loved the film (and the relationship between the two main characters) but the ending was bollocks. On methylone, I'd have been skipping between the film, the internet etc, but stuck with the film from start to end
t+14.20 a fourth small spliff and some wine and fruit juice
t+15.00 a fifth baby spliff. Listened to some trancey music in the dark with the visualiser projecting onto the wall - *very* nice, but no visuals or other psychedelic artefacts. Wished I could have had the music louder but didn't want to annoy the neighbours
t+15.50 off to bed. Felt snuggly and warm and beautifully mashed, but still clear and sharp. Worried that I wouldn't actually be able to sleep - but then suddenly it was 11am and I was waking up feeling very nice.
Planned to get up straight away but then somehow it was 12.45!!! Eeeek!
Overall, bloody lovely. I've been taking methylone recently to give me a bit of a 'push' to do stuff, but after aMT I'm very tempted to chuck the rest of the methylone away because of its horrid, pushyness that's left me irritated, edgy and with dry, sore eyes that couldn't handle working at a PC very well. aMT - at the doses I took last night - seems to have all the pluses (perhaps without the physical 'drive', but that was never as good as I expected it to be) of methylone but NONE of the minuses.
Wanking on methylone always felt like someone was standing over my shoulder with a whip (LOL) shouting: 'Harder! Try harder!!' and then always let me down with the eventual, unsatisfying orgasms, and I'd pull my pants up feeling shit and irritated and not at all 'spent'. aMT was sooooo much nicer - comparable to a Mandy orgasm.
In many ways, as people have said, it has many of the characteristics of Mandy: warmth, smileyness, unpushyness. I didn't get quite the empathy that I get with Mandy - although it wasn't far short, and felt somehow more relaxed and a bit less forced.
But the long come-up, I can see, could get a bit boring on such low doses, cos it doesn't really 'go' anywhere, even with a bit of booze and some spliffs. I think now that I've seen what it's like, and can manage my expectations next time, I don't think that will be a problem. Doing it with friends or in a more
varied, stimulating, social environment would be good.
This morning I feel nice - a little bit tired and achey, but in a good way.
Next time I do a proper trip, I think I'll start with a 30mg initial dose (or should I go higher, d'you think?).
On Saturday, I'm planning a night out in Leeds with a mate who's eager to try it, so would a starting dose of, say, 45mg be a bit rash, d'you think?
So, in summary....
pros: lovely, warm, relaxed, unpushy. No apparent body load, no nausea at all (from the 'up the bum' method). Nice, long, extended low-level high, no nasty shocks. Mild euphoria, smileyness. Cuddles and touching and - maybe (although, like with Mandy, I might have found my attention wandering) sex - would have been lovely. Brilliant wank and orgasm. Eating was no problem - unlike with mandy and methylone, which both cripple my appetite, methylone particularly.
cons: didn't feel like there was any progression with the trip. Stayed much the same from about t=8 through to t=14 with the spliffs and booze moving it on slightly after that. Found myself occasionally getting impatient with the lack of progress, but not to any great degree. I think the impatience was more to do with it being my first time and with the long come-up times.
aMT is gawjuss! And the fact that it's legal and relatively cheap in the UK is a mahoosive bonus. I shall be ordering lots more of this lovely stuff, but hope that I don't abuse it too much. I'm looking forward to upping the dose and - possibly - combining it with a small dose of Mandy late on in the trip (although I'm aware of the serotonergic risks!! Have ordered some 5-htp to help with that). I'm off down to a one-day festival in London the weekend after this one, and that should be interesting, especially with aMT's long duration, which should be perfect for a noon-10pm event.
Questions for you lovely Bluelighters: what d'you reckon my next dosage should be? And this morning some Piracetam arrived in the post - would you recommend taking this a few hours before I start my next trip, or not bothering at all?
This morning I've taken a small, 10mg dose to see how that works as a low-level 'pick-me-up': I'll let you know how that goes but already (t+1.00) I'm feeling a little brighter and sharper. Have to make sure I don't abuse aMT too much, because it really is nice stuff.
Apologies for the long ramble....*big smiley face*
Mxx
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