phuckingnutz
Bluelighter
Maybe I should just ignore the perforation and cut the piece of paper I received in 25 same-sized squares, lol.
Probably, if you want uniformity in your doses.
Maybe I should just ignore the perforation and cut the piece of paper I received in 25 same-sized squares, lol.
I bought this to have "reliably dosed acid", but it the dose is still unknown it kind of defies the purpose, he. Still curious as to how this lysergamide will compare to it's parent molecule, seeing as many people reported a "mellower" trip. But I must admit I'm an skeptic, as 1P felt the same as LSD to me.
Yeah well I've also done double blind tests with friends using ALD-52 & LSD. They also noted differences with ALD-52 and LSD.
They are different.
The brief blackout as it's really hitting that you've described is also pretty consistent with my overly powerful LSD trips. The psychological effects always hit me really hard for the first few hours, and then it smooths out to be very down to earth and euphoric for two or three times as long after that, and if the dose is strong enough then the beginning will involve blackouts and/or some extremely novel states of consciousness similar to what you've described, and the rest will be more focused on reintegrating into myself and the rest of reality. A temporary loss of memory of my life leading up to the experience is also quite common, even when there is no blackout.
It is likely that things will still feel unreal for you for a little while; these kinds of experiences can take some time to work themselves out, regardless of whether they're positive or negative overall, and especially when you're new to them. Trust me though when I say that it will pass, and this trip will become just a distant memory like any other. Time has a way of doing that, no matter how intense any life experience seems in the moment.
In the meantime, though it may seem difficult, I would just try to be grateful that your first experience with such an intense trip ultimately went quite smoothly, in the sense that you didn't hurt yourself or do anything too crazy, and try to appreciate it for what it was. These drugs are not toys and they really need to be respected, as I'm sure you understand now more than ever.
this is what happens when the dose is too high for the person
initially sensation becomes richer, impulses last longer and overlap,
then entire moments or events layer up in a stack of timeless time (what you had "audio echoing hardcore")
then the stack of moments becomes too deep and you blackout or white out and become delerious.
slightly less psychedelic effect is just rich and maybe echoing, in this case you crossed the line to amnesia which fortunately with lysergics is not harmful just scary.
You really have all the answers man, I'm quite relieved that others experience these blackouts, cause that was what freaked me out the most.
Even though I just wanted to have a good time with my friends, this trip truly changed my mindset. I've always been kind of shy and a bit sad, but after this experience I realized there's no need for that
-life is beautiful. I went outside today and spoke with random people, in the park and in a line in the grocery store, this might sound like regular behavior, but the "normal" me would never do this.
I even talked a lot with my sister, our relationship hasn't always been the best, but we talked more than we've done in years. I feel happier and more outgoing.
I've even stopped smoking cigarettes, this was not my goal while going into this experience, I just have no desire to smoke anymore.
But yes, I'm feeling a bit lucky I didn't hurt myself or anything, things could have gone real bad. I have so much more respect for this substance now. This is not something to mess around with, or take just to have a good time. I will take a long break from psychedelics.
Thank you.
Yeah well I've also done double blind tests with friends using ALD-52 & LSD. They also noted differences with ALD-52 and LSD.
They are different.