God is a merely a pimple on my neighbors ass.
Coming down from incredibly busy and lucid 14mg oral excursion. This time did not lounge around but had a lot of shit to do, for a High profile Major Project, the magnitude of which would be a long schlong, so to speak. There is both professional risk but some palpable personal danger as well.
On a few unexpected occasions, starting in the near future, I will be under a fucking microscope and must perform a few things flawlessly the first time, along with a lot of soft skills and cerebral sweat, for a defined period of time, in the spring time air. Oh yeah it pays really well!! Ive done it before, many times, lots of successful memories to draw upon.
I used a 8.4abv to ratchet up my experience at T+1:35, a few sips of NYCD, and I was busier than a one armed paper hanger, actually doing things, paperwork, packing, planning, lists, all focused on one normal everyday objective.
After a serious phone call at T+5:30, which I managed to eloquently escape suspicion, and which put my excursion off telemetry, I wiped my mood clean after music and meditation, felt fresh again, emerged to make a meal and assuage a disturbed woman back from visiting a family member in the hospital with pneumonia and heart failure and is getting a transfusion, very stressful and I was the therapist for her.
Then I wrote a very long piece for some old friends, and now I'm here to top off the excursion with my homeboyz.
We are persecuted unfairly for our indulgence. We have to hide our wares from public eyes. I'm realistic that 3-meO will not be accepted by anyone but true risk takers and innovators. The mere name includes a scary meme that elicits fear and disgust and pity. It's like Johnny Wadd with a face full of red raging pimple cysts. That's the unfortunate situation we face as users of this fluffy atomic resin we know and love.
3-meO-PCP is not giving me aphasia like the first time a few years back. Today was my first excursion in eight days. Be regular and don't binge! Give time between doses. Harm reduction is imperative. We are dealing with an invalidated and unknown thing in our brains.
If you respect this stuff, it will take you through the static and storm, and into the Ineffable Breeze of Bliss, Empathy, Energy, and Innovation. Amen.
Agreed Xammy. I think it's even better than MXE for certain purposes, it's more clear headed. The stimulation is a bit much though. Personally I feel fried after a couple weeks of daily use, I don't think it's a good idea. Seems like Akbar has the right idea. This stuff sure is magic, it's like playing with fire though for sure.
Oh 3-MeO, what a good liar you are! Making manic men think they are more than they are. Only some can see the truth, others will deny it until their death...![]()
I am inclined to believe what he says although I see the distinct possibility that it is some sort of denial poking through. I ask thought, denial of what? I know I'm an addict and I know dissociative drugs compel me in this way, they always have. I don't notice a strong desire to redose like with stimulants and I can't forsee or nor do i expect any form of physical dependence like I would with opiates. When this bag is gone, I'm not going to order more of it, and if I do crave more of a dissociative it's going to be a different one (but i'll probably just stick to beer and weed for a week and then maybe get another bag of 3-FPM, before testing out Ephenidine or Eticyclidone.I bet this chemical to be a boon for people suffering from chronically low self-esteem, if treated properly. The ego boost may be on the unhealthy side for some people, but for the people with a deficit of image, 3-meo-pcp could facilitate a positive transformation which could lead to higher drive, confidence, extroversion and self-image.
This is what I see in it's potential. For people who could, instead of annihilating their ego, build it up and use that to bolster self confidence until it becomes natural.. It's amazing medicine, its a shame people have an innate fear of itl Just danced all night and made half a dozen new actual friends while I was on it. I like taking 3-meo and going to concerts. It makes me feel like I'm on NZT, haha!I bet this chemical to be a boon for people suffering from chronically low self-esteem, if treated properly. The ego boost may be on the unhealthy side for some people, but for the people with a deficit of image, 3-meo-pcp could facilitate a positive transformation which could lead to higher drive, confidence, extroversion and self-image. I say this because I notice some things from my last binge that have stuck, as in my outlook and character traits have been influenced long-term. Not bad things (though I'm sure there is potential for that too), but related to the "type 'A' personality" quality of 3-meo-pcp's effects. By default I am much more of a "type 'B' personality", and I am guessing that this chemical is an especially useful tool for our personality type