Shamandrums
Bluelighter
Ha, I wouldn't even call if off topic, for dissociatives lend themselves to experiencing and acknowledging absurdly improbable alignments of events..there is a word for it called 'apophenia'. It's funny how so many people equate the word 'chaos' to randomness or noise, but in fact 'chaos' is defined as a pattern so complex that it can't be decoded by practical means, so it appears to be noise or randomness. The definition of apophenia is the propensity to make connections to 'random' occurances, but to me the word is more referring to seeing actual patterns in the chaos rather than the delusional perception of patterns in noise or randomness.
As for your experience of feeling like your body was being intuitively moved in ways beyond your understanding (indeed you were likely performing movements akin to the art of Qi Gong), I have experienced that so many times, and many times with observers that had the same reaction as your observer. My belief is that our higher power is decoding patterns within chaos rather than making out patterns that don't actually exist.
Apologies if I didn't explain that clearly enough, I'm still working out the right combination of words to explain the phenomenon.
Thanks for your work on this set of topics...Delicious Indeed. "Our higher power is decoding patterns within chaos..." is a very wild statement & deep insight at once.