how do you mean too manageable
My first 2C-E trip was on 16 mg, and I was hardly able to remember my name and who I am.
I would like my trip more like it, more intense. I would like to control my trip less.
Like, could your describe your trip - the visual, sensual and emotional qualities of the trip?
English is not my native language, so it is quite hard to describe trips in it. But I will try.
Visuals were usual 2C-E visuals, they were a mess of colors and all visual field was distorting. When I looked out of the window in my room, trees and reflection of the room formed interior of an alien organism(but this is not an uncommon thing for me). And unfortunately, I didn't notice synesthesia.
As for the emotional part, right after taking the dose I was quite excited. However when I really started tripping, I became really anxious for ~40 minutes, and then I get into calm, somewhat euphoric, state, which lasted till the end of the trip.
Also, during the trip I remember the thing I read here, on BL, to think about bodyload as about energy flowing through your body. And it really felt like energy!
As you can see, the trip wasn't really deep and intense.
Just few words about my first 2C-E trip(I mentioned it in the beginning of this post)
It was really amazing, it was like a dream, and it felt like a cycle - I "woke up" few times during the trip with the same thought. I didn't remember this trip well, so I can't say what were this thought

My mental activity was very suppressed, so there weren't much thoughts in my head, however they all were really deep and useful. As for the visuals, I barely could see something behind them and synesthesia was very strong.
And what I really like 2C-E for: it pushed me into really, really unusual and strange states. I felt boundaries between my body and other world, and, moreover, I felt boundaries between "me"(my ego) and my body, I sensed my body "foreign". Could it be called "disconnection from body"?
update:
I don't trip often, because I don't usually have good set'n'setting, and I didn't trip for 3 months before this trip.
sometimes the biggest swing in psychedelia will be noted when you are in a momentous change in your life-- nearing the end of a school career, or nearing the start of a long-term loving relationship,
I know it, but such significant events happen rarely. Everyday life is quite boring, actually.
try tripping in a different setting
I am thinking about it. But what does "different setting" mean? I never tripped outside rooms. I now have an idea to trip on God Is An Astronaut concert, because I often listen to their music while tripping, but it will happen only in February. I also think about walking outside, but not sure if it is a good thought - I don't like winter. What settings do you prefer?
the real power of these drugs comes in their ability to manifest your subconscious desires or demons.
I totally agree with you, but it seems that my subconscious is alright.