So I took roughly 30mg 2c-b mixed with mxe the past two weekends. Once indoors by myself, once outdoors with my brother. Two completly different experiences (duh).
First I started with a 20mg oral dose of mxe to set "trip mode". Two hours later I plugged about 9mg 2c-b. My only note from that night is an hour later and says "horny, thats about it. Notice 2cx sig. 4 sure!"....haha
I remember I had been sitting down trying to meditate and started getting so stimulated I had to get up and start messing around on computer. First non mxe/tryptamine experience in a few years. Somehow I forgot/wasn't prepared for the overly stimulating aspect of it (previous experience with 2c-c, 2c-e, 2c-i, and tma-6... been a while though. Just forgot I guess).
An hour after dosing 2c-b I take 20mg 2c-b and 20mg mxe plugged. Should have double or trippled the mxe. Was trying to lay down and listen to music but was so fucking stimulated. It was intense in a weird way. Headspace was almost normal, but I could see how 2c-b could turn into a serious headfuck. At the peak it's almost like it flipped and was like "this is what I could be, just double your dose and come play with meeeeeeeeee". I dunno if I can take that much stimulation though. Maybe one day ;-).
Hour and a half after redose I orally dosed 50mg mxe in an attempt to level out. Was not digging the stimulion. Was just feeling weird overall. Dunno how to explain it. I guess I had one thing on my mind and the trip ended up being another completely and I couldn't mesh the two. Wanted to plug the mxe, but could barely manage to weigh it and eat and get back in bed with lights out and headphones in. Just felt weird and wasn't likeing it.
As soon as the mxe kicked in I wanted to take more 2c-b as it was fading and I felt that warm comfy mxe blanket. It was like 5AM and for once I decided to not be a complete idiot and took some etiz and went to sleep.
Fast forward a week and I am at my brothers. We are set to go hiking in the forest nearby. Take about 10mg mxe to set level of sorts Meditate then yoga for 1 1/2 -2 hours. Eat, shower, get everything set to go. Go plug about 18mg 2c-b and 15mg mxe.
Something to keep in mind is that my brother doesn't know I'm tripping. Well, at least it's not out in the open. I remember at one we looked eachother in the eye and by his reaction I KNOW he saw the size of my pupils. (was wearing sunglasses most of the day otherwise). He knows my drugs history and my love for/use of psychedelics. I have had some seemingly extremely negative consequences due to my psycedelic usage, and ostensibly my family considers me "clean" at this point. I used to smoke weed 24/7 for years and was alwayssss fucked up, so in some regards I am. After all the super fucked shit that has happened due to me taking psychs, the assume that there is just no way I would do them again. (Well, they want to believe that and who am I to ruin their illusion)
Anyway... we drive maybe 10 minutes to the trailhead. Take another 10mg mxe orally. Starting to feel "something" for sure. We pull up and there are a few people there. We get out and immediatly go the opposite direction of the people to get away from them... theme of the day... haha. Hike about an hour or so until we get to the boundary of a state park with a few options on ways to go. We hear people one way, so go down the "closed trail" trail that is overgrown. hahah.
During the one hour initial hike, it seemed to last forever and be over in a minute at the same time. I swear my brother was half tripping because of me. He was doing weird shit and seemed sort of confused. At one point he is like "I think there are people following us". I feel a weird connection to him, and keep thinking of xorkoth saying while doing mxe in groups there is always a group vibe/trip. Except he was sober.
I've noticed tripping around people sometimes they seem to catch a little bit of my vibe. Was on mushrooms one fourth of july swear during an intense part of the trip I notice my female cousin and aunt just feeling weird as fuck. Like they don't even notice, but I could tell they were like "what the fuck is going on"
I was close to just being like "yo I'm tripping dude, I think it's rubbing off on you". It was kinda too intense at that point though, if he would have freaked out it wouldn't have turned out well I don't think. I remember just backing up a ways from him, doing a white light protection/visualization around both of us. Imagine a connection between both of our hearts, asked for assistance having a beautiful and awesome day, and after that, it was!
It took us like 2 hours to go mayyyybe .5 miles down the overgrown trail. It wasn't really that overgrown, we basically just fucked off and my brother "cleared" it with this machete he just bought. Honestly, it was like we were little kids playing in the woods again. I just felt fucking superb and connected with everything. It was a beautiful, sunny, 65 degree day. For that period it was like we both just zoned out. I just watched him sit there and chop and shit, getting out aggression, frustration, fears, what not. Dunno, it was really weird and awesome.
Make it to the end of that section of trail... and there were like 50 fucking people walking down a trail in the distance. It felt like I was at the mall outside. It weirded me the fuck out, and my brother wasn't having any of it either. We just turned around and went back the way we came.
We basically just fucked around in the woods for 6 hours or so. Maybe went 3 miles... lol. It was basically like we were kids just walking around and whatnot. At one point he is trying to clear some trail/make his own... and a fucking family comes waltzing like 50 feet away. We were right next to the actual trail and whatnot just didn't realize it. He is more paranoid than me and is hiding the machete in the leaves and shit. Probably not a half bad idea, we probably looked really weird just sitting there "making a trail" like 50 feet from the actual trail...
I ended up dosing another 10mg 2c-b orally maybe 2 1/2 hours after my intitial dose. Another 20mg mxe orally 45 min-hr after that. The 2c-b was fading faster than I wanted it to, my booster just picked it up where it was at and carried me another few hours. At one point I sat down on the trail and meditated for 5-10 minutes. Was getting some closed eye visuals/scenes. Pretty nifty.
It seemed like everywhere I stopped and looked, there were little mushrooms growing. Wish I had my camera, wonder what type they were. kinda like a reminder. My first trip in a few years was back in october on some pan cyans I picked in a local field. It's like they were just saying "hey, don't forget about us!"
I kept debating on whether to say to my brother "Hey, we've been having an awesome time huh, well I've been tripping". It's hard to sit there and have a conversation about honesty with him while I'm not being truthful... I dunno. It's not like he would tell me to fuck off and not chill with me, but I dunno if he would go with me tripping. I dunno... it's a conundrum and it will probably bite me in the ass one day (yet again), but whatever.
The difference between this chemical inside/outside are night and day. I think next time I would prefer a 25mg oral dose with a 15mg booster to take 1 1/2 -2 hour after initial dose. It's just too short plugged for a day out hiking or whatnot. I have the HBR not HCl by the way.
