Mate, read negrogesic's warning thread on etaqualone. he nearly killed himself combining benzodiazepines with ETQ. Are you really that stupid? If you must go for a benzo+ETQ combo at least use a benzo with a very short half-life during the day, meaning it'll have cleared your system by evening when you want to use the etaqualone. But stick to either one or the other if you don't want to die.
negrogesic I'm starting to see your point.........
I just hope some twat doesn't go and kill himself with this stuff and ruin the fun for the rest of us with a handful of neurons left to distinguish between recreation and unintentional suicide.
Mate, read negrogesic's warning thread on etaqualone. he nearly killed himself combining benzodiazepines with ETQ. Are you really that stupid? If you must go for a benzo+ETQ combo at least use a benzo with a very short half-life during the day, meaning it'll have cleared your system by evening when you want to use the etaqualone. But stick to either one or the other if you don't want to die.
negrogesic I'm starting to see your point.........
I just hope some twat doesn't go and kill himself with this stuff and ruin the fun for the rest of us with a handful of neurons left to distinguish between recreation and unintentional suicide.
For fucks sake, bluelight has gone downhill fast.
I'm perfectly aware that everyone is gonna whip their dick out and start talking about 'how much they can take before they feel it'- but these are the facts, as I see them:
1)Necrogesics post was a warning against
obvious and hedonisitic abuse of etaqualone (which is NOT strictly a 'research chemical'- it was on the market until all XXX-qualones were withdrawn in the west- so despite the possibility that it is only 20% pure I am going to treat it at 100% pure and take the same dose as a particular brand of French etaqualone that was prescribed as an anticonvulsant and hypnotic- that's 300mg) WHILE on absolutely ridiculous doses of one one, but THREE benzos. I do understand the existance of tolerance, I do understand that people who are benzo dependent have to take monster doses just not to have seizures- but I'm also familiar with the disinhibiting nature of GABA based drugs. Taking around the equivilant of (depending on exactly how strong you consider estazolam & phenazepam to be, so lets say 1.5 = 10 to be fair to both opinions) the equvilant of 125mg of diazepam (assuming he took 8mg of phenaz- besides, when people say '5-8' all I can see is them wasted as trying to operate scales- he may have
actually eaten upto 25mg+ if he was dealing with the powder) ontop of ONE GRAM of Etaqualone, a barbituiate like drug (and a gram of any barb worth its salt will FUCK you up- I'm am a junkie scumbag, but I was couldn't walk when I was briefly put on 600mg phenobarb daily). If that isn't asking for trouble, what that fuck is? I know that big ass drug binges are real big on the internet, but I actually value my body and my mind.
2) Barbituates and benzos are/where commonly doled out to junkies at hospitals during detox programmes. Despite not being the best cource, William S Burroughs talks about the liberal use of barbituates and anti-psychotics in some detox programmes. He may be mad, but why'd he lie about that? I am a junkie and I am fucking fed up with it. I want to get clean, I want to be a normal person again. But I don't want to fail, just because I am physically/psycologically unable to get clean- that would probably escalate my use. So I am exploring all of my (extremely limited options) on making the withdrawal process easier. Have you ever been through opiate withdrawal? Despite what I said in point one, Negrogesic is an incredibly educated and intelligent member- it's more a testiment to how fucked up that much shit gets you more than anything. Why I asked my question was because he is a doctor, I'd like to hear his opinion. I'm not going to be 'getting high' nor am I going to be doling them out myself- once I'm withdrawing my partner will feed me my diazepam during the day and will give me my etaqualone at night. I'm not going to go mental and take them all trying to make myself feel normal. I can't, I'll be in withdrawal and it'll be shit- I just want to get through it and never look back. I don't want to fail, I don't want to relapse.
3) I can't make this clear enough, all of the doses are going to be preweighed and capped up and not handled by me. Half an ounce may sound like a heap, but when you consider it's 3.3 doses a g that's like a months prescription of etaqualone (if I choose too/don't like they etaqualone at all I COULD get a 90 0.25mg script of triazolam and take it with the diazepam, but that is just begging to get a benzo addiction)- a couple over 31 days. I have done as much research as I can (including *horror* going to the university library) about it and the theraputic dose range seems to be between 100-300mg, and that's what I'm gonna take- even if my source turns out to have impure shit. I'm not gonna play around with this shit, I'm sick of playing, I'm a motherfucking businessman- I need rid of this junk shit and if I can get ahold of etaqualone and it makes my dopesickness just bareable enough for me to get through then I'll probably flush the rest and have a spliff.
This is the first time I've logged into bluelight in days, my tapering has been going really well and I've been filled with this energy that is letting me get all this work done. I was about 4 months behind in my life and in the last week that has all been dealt with. In the last month I have made more money than I have had in literally years, doing legitimate things. I actually thought that I'd miss the drug culture, that I'd miss nodding infront of bluelight, that I wouldn't be able to get by without my junkie mates- but that's all part of the bullshit. I've found a new community and it's a positive one, all that I need to do now is kick the morphine. When I smoke dmt and I can feel the poison running through me.
So how bout this Pontifex01- you keep IM'ing your milky ambien, stressing about your impending xanax addiction and fantasising about fucking hookers (just from the threads you've started...your words, not mine bitch) then and I'll just get off the junk? And may our paths never cross again.
So yeah- does anyone have any advice when it comes to using etaqualone (in theraputic doses) for opiate withdrawal, particularly in conjunction with (theraputic) doses of diazepam?
And if you just wanna be completely selfish- there have already been deaths from phenazepam in New Zealand, it got no media coverage- local or international. One overdose (a poppy seed tea one actually- PROOF MOFO) produced a reseach paper though.