foolsgold
Bluelighter
may interst some of you http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...zepines-What-Are-The-Risks-Of-Benzodiazepines
I once heard from an old gf her psych said if you really need those type of meds, you might not feel any euphoria or anything. Just helps maintain a normal feel. This is third hand information but it makes some sense. I have no ativan experience either to compare with other benzos. You deff don't want to binge out on those and start the benzo addiction. I used to get floored on 0.5 xan about 12 years ago. Now that not even close to working. Keep tolerance low because it creeps up fast. Just some friendly advice, talking to you doctor is probably the best you could do about it.
You must have big tolerance because 8mg xan would knock me out for 14 hours lol. I have a tolerance also but for me clons are a bit weaker than xan but they last longer. Less euphoria, longer effect. Hoping that helps me taper to a low dose again. Xan used to give me incredible munchies, now it still does but not as heavy.
I would not be surprised if you felt some sort of withdrawal symptoms, however mild