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The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

loulou reed said:
Well, anyway I'm sorry if I offended you, that absolutely wasn't my goal. Case closed? ;)

Anyway, I'm feeling better thanks to a hefty amount of methadone, which is a fantastic antidepressant.

That won't last so, again, be prepared to feel my wrath and misery!

I know I'm an egocentric prick, but these days I want to kill and be killed.
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I'm jealous. been looking for done and bupe for a while now, but as it is, my old connections are dead or in jail.

having no luck whatsoever. i swear, when i dont need done its available to me, but when i really need it i cant get it. tis life
 
Lou, if you want to kill, I highly suggest smashing something. I know this seems like bad advice, hehe, but choose something you don't mind breaking and throw it somewhere safe. My back yard is perfect. Unfortunately I broke too many nice things, so have now settled for punching my pillow instead...

BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I want some drugs. That is all.
 
Aww. Thanks aveo. It's okay, it's the weekend, by Saturday night I will be pretty fucking inebriated I reckon :D

How are you today?
 
Hey aveo, hi. I wanted to add to our little clash a precision: when I went to TC, this Bomboclat (I'll call him bombobitch from now on) insulted me twice in a row. That's why I had these derogatory words about TC. T'was not against you, cos I like you and you are a nice person, but against this loser who spends his time insulting people cos he thinks TC is an extension of TL.

TL is the shame of BL, it keeps BL from being the best forum on the net and I'm sure I can't count the number of nice people who decided to quit BL because of TL.
 
^ TL certainly isn't for everyone Lou, I can understand you feeling like that!!

Wish I could get away with MXE at work aveo, hehe!
 
loulou reed said:
Hey aveo, hi. I wanted to add to our little clash a precision: when I went to TC, this Bomboclat (I'll call him bombobitch from now on) insulted me twice in a row. That's why I had these derogatory words about TC. T'was not against you, cos I like you and you are a nice person, but against this loser who spends his time insulting people cos he thinks TC is an extension of TL.

TL is the shame of BL, it keeps BL from being the best forum on the net and I'm sure I can't count the number of nice people who decided to quit BL because of TL.
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Lou, its hard to piss me off on a forum. It really is. Hell, even in real life you really have to go out of ur way to make me mad. But, once you do, look out, cus I will fuck ur shit up! ;) Just read a few pages back about my story with the asshole who ran over my skateboard.

Anyway, you cant let people on the internet make you mad, its not worth it. People will be fuckasses where ever you are. Either in real life or on the net. But when I see people trying to be dicks to someone else who doesn't deserve it, I will defend that person, unless I don't like them. I did not know you were joking around earlier so it made me jump up and be like whoa buddy. I understand now, and I know your in some tough shit. Hell, I was just there myself. I just try and treat people like I would like them to treat me. Every once in a while tho, I will be like "check yo self!"

Its no big deal, I know your a cool cat. I am just waiting for the old "you" to return. Your a good guy and you have a lot to contribute to this forum and like I always say, if you need an ear that will listen, I am here. Just PM me or find me on AIM. I can relate to alot of people cus I have been through alot of shit and its what has made me become the person that I am who just wants to help others who are in need. Even if I cant relate to ya,I will still just listen and try and help. Thats just me.

Effie: The only reason I can get away with it, is because I am by myself in this lil metal shack and need something to pass the time :)
 
I am sure you are not, haha!

Cannabis is not underrated. It's not my DOC but I still love it, and there are a lot of enthusiasts on this site (check out Cannabis Discussion...)
Alcohol.. is a pretty rubbish/toxic drug compared to some IMO but definitely has it's place! It's all about the cider and rum %)
DXM.. never tried it. Does sound a lil rubbish compared to other dissociatives though ;)
 
effie said:
I am sure you are not, haha!

Cannabis is not underrated. It's not my DOC but I still love it, and there are a lot of enthusiasts on this site (check out Cannabis Discussion...)
Alcohol.. is a pretty rubbish/toxic drug compared to some IMO but definitely has it's place! It's all about the cider and rum %)
DXM.. never tried it. Does sound a lil rubbish compared to other dissociatives though ;)
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Haha man I'll give you this sick quote I've heard about DXM which would hopefully open your mind...
"Your mind is like a pool of water, with waves flowing about in the glistening sunlight. DXM, however stops this flow of waves so you can really observe what's underneath this pool." I'm in no position to try to convert you, but this quote definitely got me to try it out. (:
So what's your favorite type of cannabis, Sativa(very energetic high) or Indica(very relaxed, calm high)
 
Indica. Both have their place though :)

Hm. I feel like I should try DXM, just cos I never have, but MXE and especially ketamine are so awesome, I'm still not fully convinced DXM would be worth it.. but I am usually open to trying anything once!

aveo, I don't know where laCster is, but I would like to. Am a lil concerned. laC, come back to us and let us know you are okay please!
 
I enjoy Sativa myself, but when it comes to practicing my meditation Indica is there way to go. I myself am searching for a job, these drugs aren't going to pay for themselves.
 
^ haha yep, drug-requirements are certainly a good motivation for getting a job..

I'm a downer gal too I guess, I do enjoy my stims but I love to be chilled and having a smoke is all about relaxation for me, so definitely indica..

edit: just accidentally drank from the glass of saline i was using to clean my new piercings :| and got an hour walk ahead of me in the cold, followed by a tricky work-related meeting :| :| effie is not feeling perky right now..
 
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I enjoy stims, but only when I need them. Otherwise I hate the anxiety and sleeplessness they bring me. Lately I have needed them like no other. Fuck work.

My doctors are telling me I need to stop what I am doing as it is killing me and wreaking havoc on my body but, I got to get that paper somehow.
 
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