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The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

Effie is kinda perky again, if completely knackered.. walked 6 miles altogether, up some crazy hills! Meeting sorted, went as well as can be expected I think, found two new pharmacies and took full advantage of them hehe.. worked out I can walk to my work (6 mile round trip tho haha) or found a convenient bus for lazy days! Back in 2 weeks, eep.. on the downside, my ethylphenidate is sitting in the delivery office though which isn't open til tomorrow morning. Dammit.

Oh well. *knocks back GFJ*
 
^ I sure do :D

Unfortunately, instead of relaxing with some dhc and diaz, I have to clean my flat on dhc and diaz so I can go to the sorting office tomorrow morning to get my ethylphenidate that I was going to use for cleaning my flat (got parents coming tomorrow lunchtime...) agh! Oh well. I'll do some slow-paced, chilled cleaning ;)

How are you today NT?
 
Woke up really early for some reason. Been taking melatonin nightly (earlier every night) to try and go to sleep earlier, I think its worked in resetting my sleep schedule.

Not too motivated to do much of anything, probably gunna play with the radio for a bit and then maybe take a nap. Sucks that you've got to clean your place without stims, then get the stims! :/
 
Mornin' folks :)

How is everyone today? We got some snow that needs shoveling. Fack. And I gotta clean it all up & move my project car now so I can get the customer's car in the garage (huge fuckery, blah). I wish I had known it was going to snow - I would have done the car wednesday / yesterday (though I was feeling a bit crap until yesterday afternoon).
 
Woke up really early for some reason. Been taking melatonin nightly (earlier every night) to try and go to sleep earlier, I think its worked in resetting my sleep schedule.

Not too motivated to do much of anything, probably gunna play with the radio for a bit and then maybe take a nap. Sucks that you've got to clean your place without stims, then get the stims! :/

I know right?? Usually my postman signs things for me. Goddammit. I could always get up really early, hit the sorting office then do a 2 hour stim clean tomorrow morning.. hm that seems pretty inviting actually. Might do the worst of it today (remove CWE paraphenalia etc hehe) and do that...

Glad your sleep is a bit better. I love naps! :) hope you have a nice chilled day, you deserve it.

Mornin' folks :)

How is everyone today? We got some snow that needs shoveling. Fack. And I gotta clean it all up & move my project car now so I can get the customer's car in the garage (huge fuckery, blah). I wish I had known it was going to snow - I would have done the car wednesday / yesterday (though I was feeling a bit crap until yesterday afternoon).

Afternoon PJ :) I'm good thanks, been on an epic 6 mile walk to a meeting at my new work which went fairly well I think, plan for the afternoon is CWE and diaz.. and see earlier posts about flat cleaning. Dammit.

Have fun snow shoveling! ;) Am a little jealous actually, I want some snow..
 
I'd offer to trade cleaning for shoveling in a heartbeat, but alas teleportation hasn't yet been invented...
 
Not terribly bad - just last night. I'm not sure of total accumulation as the moment I walk down-stairs I'm getting recruited to the shoveling squad... Maybe in a few hours when I don't ache as much, perhaps..
 
Ugh, I'd be shooting myself in the face right now if it pissed that much down on us... blah. At least mentally anyway - as it'd put me way back on getting the $ for doing this job...
 
It doesn't always snow every year here, so I still get excited like a little kid when it does.. til it turns to grey ice and you fall over and get all wet and cold and bruised :|

Okay not sure DHC and diaz were a good plan for getting stuff done today.. but I have walked 6 fucking miles dammit, my day is done I think :D fuck cleaning.
 
I'm now wishing I'd saved that 5mg of hydro from last night for this AM.

Burrrrr.
 
Take ours - we have plenty. :p

Also: got my kpin refill today. yay. Although after yesterday (first day w/ none of it in me), I'm debating even taking any until tonight to help w/ sleep. I wonder how it would potentiate the effects of Tramadol for pain-killing. I'm chilly as fck right now. :\
 
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True that NT! However I need to keep my senses about me - gotta re-arrange the garage to get a customer's car inside. Planned to do the work in the driveway (gravel), but this snow means that's not gonna happen. It's bollocks. The work is easy, but the pre-reqs blow. :\

Gonna head over to harbor freight later on and get 2-3 1k lbs dollies. The shell can't weigh more than 1600lbs as it currently sits, so I don't need anything crazy to do what I need. And then I'll finally be able to move it around freely, AND have use of my jack stands (why oh why didn't I do this before!?)..
 
^ I have no idea what you just said, but sounds good! (I think?) hehe :D
 
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