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The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

Should 90mg of vallium and 3mg of klonopin be enough to make me feel better, because it doesn't seem like it's doing the trick tonight...granted...I had a super depressive moment earlier in before dosing the last 5 valliums...
 
Well three of my four babies have sprouted :D. Hopefully the fourth will tomorrow. Though i wont be upset with 3 out of 4.
 
it's not scripted...I'm copping it...

I agree that the doses are too high. I would cut both doses in half. If your tolerance doesn't call for it, then anything after a certain point is a waste, so I doubt that you would even really feel the difference between 50 and 70mg of diazepam unless your tolerance was such that you need 50mg just to feel anything. If your tolerance is such that it required those doses, then it's time to take a break. You would be better off saving them for when you are coming down off of methamphetamine.
 
Mornin' guys.. yay for sprouting babies! Beachcat will be excited.

How's it going? It's 7am, it's dark, it's freezing and it's pissing it down with rain. And I have a sober day ahead of me. But things could be worse.. somehow.. hehe ;)
 
I'm doing fine...bunch of friends told me I've been taking way too many pills the past few weeks...

I almost OD'ed on morphine yesterday...took 90mg the day before along with 40mg of vicodin and 50mg of xanax spaced out, so I thought I could chew up 60mg...granted...it was on other benzos...

I guess, unfortunately...this may be the beginning of the end of druggie fresh...

edit: I lied on the first line....I'm really not fine...pretty down tbph...that's all...
 
Dont turn an ex into a fuck buddy.

Best advice you will ever receive.

Quoted for fucking truth.

I'm doing fine...bunch of friends told me I've been taking way too many pills the past few weeks...

I almost OD'ed on morphine yesterday...took 90mg the day before along with 40mg of vicodin and 50mg of xanax spaced out, so I thought I could chew up 60mg...granted...it was on other benzos...

I guess, unfortunately...this may be the beginning of the end of druggie fresh...

edit: I lied on the first line....I'm really not fine...pretty down tbph...that's all...

Doug, don't OD! And sorry you are feeling down. Come on over to TDS, we have cookies!* (And that isn't me trying to get you out of the social, promise!)



*sadly we don't actually have cookies, but you could buy some and eat them while you post in TDS
 
I'm not a redneck Lou :) I do have a red ear tho from my new piercing :( and I'm not venturing into tinychat today, haha..

Hope you are okay <3
 
Hi effie. No I'm not okay, but I'm waiting for this abilify shit to do its job. Thanks to benzos, I sleep most of the day to forget I'm "alive".
 
^ I know that feeling. Lost a few months of my life to that last year.. sleeping can be such respite. I hope the Abilify kicks in soon.

Sometimes, just being alive is enough and is all that can reasonably be expected of us. Much <3
 
Dont turn an ex into a fuck buddy.

Best advice you will ever receive.

Yes. I wish someone had given me this advice a year ago.

I'm debating what upper I should take today. I have quite a bit of school work to do and caffeine is really out of the question as I degraded it pretty hard yesterday and need to take a break.
 
Morning guize

Just found out that I had some leftover points on some MoM from ages ago, so ima getting 2g of white widow for free hopefully =D
 
^^ good luck with the school work Renz.. still owe you a pm goddammit. So behind on my pms :|

nAON, wooyeah! :D
 
1800mg of gabapentin + 6mg of bupe + marijuana. Dizzy (kinda nauseated), overdid the gabapentin, but a fun combo even if I do vomit. Gotta go to class soon, should DPH help with the nausea? My 10mg diazepam helped with the shakiness/tremors I woke up with. My jaw could chatter on command haha
 
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