@ usedtobe.. drop that shame and guilt.. all it will do is drive you to use.. so you're a drug addict and you've done some insane things, thats the past usedtobe. (me too and I forgave myself to save myself:D.. huhh thats kinda good is that original?), Can't change the past but you can make it rite by getting sober and living a whole new life
. It starts now.. in an amazingly short time from now your life will be good and getting better everyday.. you're worth it and so is your daughter. Have you ever thought of the amazing chance you have right now? Yeah you didn't die like so many others, you are here and have the opportunity to begin a brand new life.. if you're doubting your ability to get clean.. if we can do it so can you.. its a little rough in the beginning, but it gets really good really quick.. think about how many amazing lives you have lived.. here comes another one.. welcome to BL and welcome to the beginning of a whole new life.. hang in there, you're doing great, you can do this, you have done it before.. cameras rolling... action on usedtobe's brand new life



death is the only thing that can make this reality. As long as anyone is still kicken they have a good chance.This is my last chance. .
freedoms just another word for nothing left to loose.. WOW sobriety, a beautiful daughter, a new life, and freedom.. sometimes the most blessed don't realize it at first.. YOU CAN DO THISI feel like I am going to lose everything anyway so what's the point.

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