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Jnowhere said:
Addiction is slavery and drugs always turn on you, if taken regularly and long enough.
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I’m aware first hand that’s why I said when I am very self destructive. It’s the same thought processes as suicidal ideation I suppose. I never want to kill myself but I will romanticize addiction and or terrorism
 
Is that why she left? Have you considered a shrink?
I'd be careful about mentioning terrorism. There are a few members, some lurkers, robots and probably members of Law enforcement, who are stuck searching this site, they probably screwed up or pissed someone off.
 
Jnowhere said:
Is that why she left? Have you considered a shrink?
I'd be careful about mentioning terrorism. There are a few members, some lurkers, robots and probably members of Law enforcement, who are stuck searching this site, they probably screwed up or pissed someone off.
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You are probing about infidelity and recommending therapy and in the same breathe warning that he may expose himself.

I'm out of this one, hopefully something I said helped. Don't guilt trip yourself. Your feelings are valid. Stay vigilant.

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Yes I am, Hey, he said he was self destructive. There maybe deeper issues. If he is romanticizing drug addiction and terrorism and his pregnant ex fiancee left him, there could be problems he needs to deal with. Sorry to be direct, but feel good bullshit, ain't my specialty.
 
Besides, there are more robots on this site than members. Law enforcement looks for certain words or phrases, and considering what happened yesterday, attracting the wrong kind of attention could prove miserable.
 
Gotcha, makes sense.

I'm just always hesitant to ask such questions especially to new members.

But yeah drugs and violence are not glamorous and perhaps there's something deeper like you said
 
Jnowhere said:
Yes I am, Hey, he said he was self destructive. There maybe deeper issues. If he is romanticizing drug addiction and terrorism and his pregnant ex fiancee left him, there could be problems he needs to deal with. Sorry to be direct, but feel good bullshit, ain't my specialty.
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No I get why you’d think that. No there was no infidelity, our relationship had been on the rocks for a minute and there was a sort of final straw that was related to something in the past. Fair I didn’t think about feds. I would never do it, it’s like people who want to die in a war. The Ira and YPG and groups like that. We have problems and break up on and off but this time it’s different. Probably no child support but that’s not what’s important to me. Definitely would be mine. My fiancé sort of isolated me so them leaving ends my world. We were both shitty partners but they’re the reason I’d been sober for the longest periods off my life
 
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I didn't mean you cheating on her; I was sort of implying that she cheated and was leaving for some other dude, whose kid it might have been.
If you are young, stay sober and find a nice sweet girl. The fact you were both shitty partners, means: learn from your mistakes, and do not jump into a serious relationship this close to a major breakup.
. When you said both were shitty: my guess is a lack of love and compassion. Live and learn.
 
FatBellyWhipSlay said:
Hey All

Yeah fvck this Buprenorphine shit that stuff is evil... I know it helps a lot of people that could die from street drugs but it's properly still fucking me over.

Totally cut down my drinking over past 5 days to 'normal' levels so I think I'm just gonna stop that shit now. Just tried to reduce so I didn't end up having a seizure.

BUT I am.still having some shitty physical WDs from the Buprenorphine. After 6 Weeks. This sucks and blows. A lot of bone aches and muscle aches still. Yawning goosebumps. The shits. Severe insomnia. I just don't sleep. RAS/RLS

Someday I wake up and for 2 hours feel OK. Then it just creeps back in slowly

When's this gonna stop man? It's endless . I rang the clinic yesterday and they said no way are you still in Buprenorphine WD it only last 2 weeks. So i just hung up. What a crock of shit. I'm so fucking depressed as well. May accept the trazadone my local GP is offering me...

She also put me on the MAX dose of loperamide 24mg as I was having major stomach issues and 12mg a day was t stopping it. Could this be prolonging WD?

Have a good day all 🦊
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Im so sorry that you are feeling bad.
Loperamide could definitely be prolonging the withdrawal.
It is a strong little opiate.
You should taper those off slowly, real slowly.

I just don’t feel right without the suboxone.
The Sickness never goes away it seems.
After 15 years of pain management with morphine, my brain is different.

Does it ever go back? IDK.

Some Clonazepam or something like that would help to relax your muscles and bone aches.

Hope you feel better soon.
Let me know.
Best of luck to you.
 
I lived in an American expat community in South East Asia when I was a kid... We had thanksgiving.
 
Hey you were deceptive, when talking about American Community. all the lies, they add up to mistrust( just messing with you mate)
 
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