Hey hey hey. Not now I have a headache. Just kidding. Now I have to deal with headaches a lot of times. Right now at least I know every time I go out in the direct sunlight it can be bad and trigger a definite headache. I know it's most likely because I didn't have my sunglasses on. Because they are bent. Or a hat. But the sun is real bright now and the leaves are falling.
I don't know um I have to heal soon or it will probably lead to a brain tumor or something bad. More injury. Spell check gave me that idea because it suggested injury and I was thinking tumor. Sometimes I feel like I might have had a stroke in my brain from when I had a real bad series of Cluster Headaches. Which could be a coincidence but was at the same time however. I went through opioid and benzo problems.
Anyway now I am to the point. Oh yes I am. Where baby aspirin is more comforting and relaxing than a gabapentin will ever be. It can help me fall asleep within minutes and with a cool wash cloth can be like a miracle and critical help and just for a natural relaxation remedy. Just don't take too much. That's the abuse.
Wow. I can't believe a baby aspirin can do all of that and all of this other junk just causes nothing but trouble. But not so with all of the other substances just causing toxic contamination. Just plain baby aspirin and water. But all of the other toxic substances have to be cleaned out first. The ones that seem to linger on forever . . . or for a long duration that's for sure.
Right now I am pretty much drug clean. And my opinion for my own personal self regarding KRATOM is that it is basically the same as gabapentin except more natural because it is from a plant. Lol. But I don't like it because it is icky and harsh to digest.
Gabapentin for me is more of a dissociate and a way of tripping compared to kratom. I mean I get really messed up on gabapentin. It's not a clean feeling at all. It is just all over the place instead. Not like opioids that used to take away all of my pain and had helped me function well in life. And happen to be from a plant too just like the Kratom is.
The more natural, and the less I have to depend on any kind of substance, without having it to be in control of me, the better off I feel. This is just what I feel, however. JMO.
TLDR: Hey hey hey. Not now I have a headache. Just kidding. Now I have to deal with headaches a lot of times. Right now at least I know every time I go out in the direct sunlight it can be bad and trigger a definite headache. Now it's headaches. I know it's most likely because I didn't have my sunglasses on. Because they are bent. Or a hat. But the sun is real bright now and the leaves are falling.
Note to self:
Take two baby aspirins and whole milk !! It works wonders. Cold wash cloth and darkness. Luscious. Relax and say prayers whenever possible. Oh Please Gawd.
