Hello.
I have a lot going on in my life right now, and I don't have the kind of time that I used to, to dedicate to this forum. In fact, I don't have much time for Bluelight at all these days. This forum was what kept me hanging on to bluelight, but time changes... people move on.
I can't just leave behind something that meant so much to me without saying a few words to the people who made it that for me. I'm not disappearing forever, but someone else who has the love for this forum that I did and more time to put into it will be better suited. Cherub and I will choose someone we see fits the bill.
First and foremost.... cherub... its been the ultimate pleasure working side by side with you. We think so much alike, and are both so passionate about life. Thank you for all the support you've given me over the years.
Dagny... i know we're seeing less and less of each other's words these days but i just want you to know how deeply your work has touched me over the years. I always felt connected to you in some way and i hope our paths cross in cali next year.
Resque... upallnight... minimows... ange.... and all the regulars whose lives we've been sharing over the years... doesnt time change so much? i've seen us all grow through these words! i've lost my poetry database where i saved tons and tons of your work.... but the words are engraved in my head. its all still there. thanks for getting me through a lot of sleepless nights.
soulfly... you're the reason i never left bluelight a couple years ago, thank u. and if there's anything i've learned from knowing you, its that no matter how wrong everything goes when you finally get face to face with the person you've shared damn near everything with, words never lie. and in some metaphorical coffee shop in boston, i always have comfort in my soul. they are just a handful of the many words i'll always look back on.
to the rest of you... thanks so much for being my inspiration over the years. keep writing... keep living.... keep loving.
Love you all...
E-girl
I have a lot going on in my life right now, and I don't have the kind of time that I used to, to dedicate to this forum. In fact, I don't have much time for Bluelight at all these days. This forum was what kept me hanging on to bluelight, but time changes... people move on.
I can't just leave behind something that meant so much to me without saying a few words to the people who made it that for me. I'm not disappearing forever, but someone else who has the love for this forum that I did and more time to put into it will be better suited. Cherub and I will choose someone we see fits the bill.
First and foremost.... cherub... its been the ultimate pleasure working side by side with you. We think so much alike, and are both so passionate about life. Thank you for all the support you've given me over the years.
Dagny... i know we're seeing less and less of each other's words these days but i just want you to know how deeply your work has touched me over the years. I always felt connected to you in some way and i hope our paths cross in cali next year.
Resque... upallnight... minimows... ange.... and all the regulars whose lives we've been sharing over the years... doesnt time change so much? i've seen us all grow through these words! i've lost my poetry database where i saved tons and tons of your work.... but the words are engraved in my head. its all still there. thanks for getting me through a lot of sleepless nights.
soulfly... you're the reason i never left bluelight a couple years ago, thank u. and if there's anything i've learned from knowing you, its that no matter how wrong everything goes when you finally get face to face with the person you've shared damn near everything with, words never lie. and in some metaphorical coffee shop in boston, i always have comfort in my soul. they are just a handful of the many words i'll always look back on.
to the rest of you... thanks so much for being my inspiration over the years. keep writing... keep living.... keep loving.
Love you all...
E-girl

