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Thanks everyone for so many great years - I'm stepping down as mod

E-girl

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Hello.

I have a lot going on in my life right now, and I don't have the kind of time that I used to, to dedicate to this forum. In fact, I don't have much time for Bluelight at all these days. This forum was what kept me hanging on to bluelight, but time changes... people move on.

I can't just leave behind something that meant so much to me without saying a few words to the people who made it that for me. I'm not disappearing forever, but someone else who has the love for this forum that I did and more time to put into it will be better suited. Cherub and I will choose someone we see fits the bill.

First and foremost.... cherub... its been the ultimate pleasure working side by side with you. We think so much alike, and are both so passionate about life. Thank you for all the support you've given me over the years.

Dagny... i know we're seeing less and less of each other's words these days but i just want you to know how deeply your work has touched me over the years. I always felt connected to you in some way and i hope our paths cross in cali next year.

Resque... upallnight... minimows... ange.... and all the regulars whose lives we've been sharing over the years... doesnt time change so much? i've seen us all grow through these words! i've lost my poetry database where i saved tons and tons of your work.... but the words are engraved in my head. its all still there. thanks for getting me through a lot of sleepless nights.

soulfly... you're the reason i never left bluelight a couple years ago, thank u. and if there's anything i've learned from knowing you, its that no matter how wrong everything goes when you finally get face to face with the person you've shared damn near everything with, words never lie. and in some metaphorical coffee shop in boston, i always have comfort in my soul. they are just a handful of the many words i'll always look back on.

to the rest of you... thanks so much for being my inspiration over the years. keep writing... keep living.... keep loving.

Love you all...
E-girl
 
:( ...this came out of left field for me hun...i hope whatever you move on to do makes you as happy as you have made me :)

your input into this forum has really kept it alive and i know you will be missed. ( i know you're not dying but you are very much appreicated for your hard work)

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We'll miss you

:(

You've been here from the time I first signed up to Bluelight and it was your words that often made me feel less alone on those nights when I thought nobody could be feeling as bad as I was. Your responses to everyones work were always heartfelt, sincere and appreciated.

I've watched you grow as a person past old loves and into new hopes. Everytime you made a happy poem I smiled along with you and everytime you were hurting I felt your pain.

God this all sounds so dramatic and emotional but you are truly the person whose writing I always read and empathised with.

Take care hon and don't forget to try and drop in on us every now and again. This place just isn't going to be the same without you. :(
 
If my memory serves me correctly, your work was the first I read and responded to when I first started perusing the words forum. This is still the first place I come to when I open bluelight and it's because of the community feel inspired by writers like yourself.

Don't be a stranger!

All the best <3

Kat
 
This news doesn't upset me sweetheart, as I've made this step myself. Whatever your reasons or motivations I know how tough this is for you and I know that it's something you've put off for weeks, maybe months. Don't fret. You aren't losing anything really, only accepting the inevitability of a next step... this forum will still draw your attention to http://www.bluelight.ru for a long time to come, however sporadic or infrequent from here on out.

You have successfully evened the score with Bluelight and given back as much as you've taken from it over the years. So here's to tomorrow love. Whether it be good, bad, or indifferent you'll have the strength to get through it and the heart to keep your sense of humor. Just promise me to keep writing. And to keep these experiences near for they will serve you throughout all of your days.

I'm thinking that we'll meet again soon pretty lady, perhaps in the land of eternal sunshine known as southern California. You always have a place with me no matter the circumstances - don't hesitate to call.

All my love + respect,

dags
 
i've only been here a short time.
but kick the worlds ass in whatever you move on to.
 
Holy Crap! What a surprise! I really didn't expect to see that. I'm so very sad to see you go E-girl. Thank you so much for all the encouraging words. I'm really going to miss you. I know we didn't really talk to each other much on here one on one, but I really liked you and your personality, so the best of luck I send to you. And if you ever need anybody to chat with, my AOL is [snipped]

Buh-bye sweetheart. :(
 
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I said pretty much the same in the staff forum, but...you will be much missed E-girl...like starfalls said, it's not like you're dying or anything but you're such a massive part of this forum that your absence will definitely be felt.

Take care and lots of happy thoughts for wherever the path takes you.... :)
 
holy schnoiz!.. i aint been here long.. but seein u leave is just a shocker, cuz i know cherub isnt in the best of times now either.. what does this mean for the words forum?

but w/e happens, good luck to you in anything you do! best wishes. you'll be greatly missed :(
 
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You've done a superb job moderating and contributing here. Sincerely, I wish you nothing but the best. Thank you.

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FixXer and everyone else.

The Forum will be moderated as usual. E-girl leaving is a sad moment but the forum will continue as usual.
Her presents in the forum as a moderator will be missed. But things will continue as usual Annoucement will be made in a timely matter for the new moderator to step in.

Thanks once again E-girl for you work here,,,,,
I have nothing but love for you girl!!!!!!!

~Cin~
 
i'm another bluelighter for whom you have always been a words moderator. thanks for all you have done for the forum and bluelight.

thanks, also, for not banning me when i was a dick to crow way back then - i think it all worked out all right. :)

namaste

alasdair
 
the first day i ever came in to Words your "Congrats to our new mod: Egirl" thread was at the top of the page. like alasdair said, youve always been a words mod to me. it was great getting the chance to mod this forum with you, and getting those few chances we had to chat. be strong and stay true to yourself honey.

-ant
 
Aww! E-Girl your presense here will be sorely missed, I wish you all the best in your life. Your comments have always made me feel acknowledged and your work has (and will still) always inspire me to continue writing!

J
 
being a moderator on bl is just not the same anymore, is it?

i wish things were more conducive to make good people actually want to stay here anymore, but sadly i dont see things changing for awhile.

thank you for all your hard work, you've been an inspiration and a model of dedication and heartfelt caring. much respect to a hard working, beautiful, and intelligent person.
 
Good luck in your future. It is sad to see you go. But we all send you off to your destiny with a smile of hapiness for all the good stuff you have done on here. Wishes for the best to you. :)
 
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