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That sounds like fun, have a good time for me. I am hoping to go to download this year as we can get RIP passes (vip) due to me being a crazy cripple lol. So i have a goal to work towards, and if i need meds to help me then so be it. Feeling in a better head space today so that's good but my pain is through the roof, stupid god damn weather.

So hope everyone else is good, just watching my kiddywinks playing batman arkham city, my hand is too bad to play too though :(.


n3ophy7e said:
Good thanks love, but not happy to hear you're not doing so well :( Wishing for you that you can get some relief very soon <3

How's everyone's week going? It's Australia Day here, and I'm heading off the a huge music festival (the Big Day Out, for those who know what it is :)).
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S.M.F.G said:
^ can relate ;)
but not worth it, they win then...

Better day today 4 me than tha last few, made it to the shops!! another miricle....
when is the ohterside of the world gonna log in i always seem to miss my international counterparts here:(
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doh i went to bed right after posting that cause i assumed no one would be on. i woulda chatted with ya =p
 
LSDMDMA&AMP said:
anybody ever feel hopelessly lost?
like trapped in a cycle of isolation that has been going on for so long, you dont know how to get out of it?
being completely without a social life, friends, etc. and just not knowing where to start or how to or...
i'm quickly losing faith in me ever having a life like everybody else, losing faith in me ever becoming anything more than a lonely fuckup speedfreak just doing the same thing, over and over again, without finding any happiness in life....
i sometimes wish that my heart would just stop beating one of these days, and never start back up again....it would at least provide closure.
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yes to all of this! i was so depressed and wanted to die. anxiety/depression/isolation. I decided after 10 years of too much alcohol/opiates/benzos to get sober. life is still shit sometimes, but not all the time like it was when i was using every day. i have really bad social anxiety and depression, and would self medicate and abuse drugs hard. drinking and using drugs is just a syymptom of my illness. but I cant address the problem untill im sober. My aim is to overcome my problems instead of abusing drugs untill im in hospital and isolated from everyone i know. I find alot of negativity when mentioning aa, but for me, going to a few meetings and meeting people who have the same experiences as me and as such we can relate to each other and genuinely want to help each other, not just to get sober but to overcome our other problems like feeling lost/depressed/isolated. Finding az good meeting with like minded people can sometimes be tough, but is worth it. I got 61 days sober today, and it does get better. ive met some really sound people, genuine real people.
you are not alone mate, peace
 
ps, my first time posting in TDS, have been lurking around bluelight for a while so just wanted to say hi
 
I am glad you found a good support network, and although some people slam aa/na others do find it useful. Everyone is different and everyone finds different coping techniques helpful. Anyway if you would ever like to chat, drop me a pm. If i can help people just by offering some comfort, kindness or advice then i feel much better in myself. I isolated myself all last year when my mental health and physical condition deteriorated, cut myself off from my support network etc so understand what a vicious cycle it can become. I also Used to drink heavily to self medicate but with hard work i stopped doing that as it just aggravated my mental state.

Love hope and healing thoughts to you hun <3



it wasnt me said:
yes to all of this! i was so depressed and wanted to die. anxiety/depression/isolation. I decided after 10 years of too much alcohol/opiates/benzos to get sober. life is still shit sometimes, but not all the time like it was when i was using every day. i have really bad social anxiety and depression, and would self medicate and abuse drugs hard. drinking and using drugs is just a syymptom of my illness. but I cant address the problem untill im sober. My aim is to overcome my problems instead of abusing drugs untill im in hospital and isolated from everyone i know. I find alot of negativity when mentioning aa, but for me, going to a few meetings and meeting people who have the same experiences as me and as such we can relate to each other and genuinely want to help each other, not just to get sober but to overcome our other problems like feeling lost/depressed/isolated. Finding az good meeting with like minded people can sometimes be tough, but is worth it. I got 61 days sober today, and it does get better. ive met some really sound people, genuine real people.
you are not alone mate, peace
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^d2p i hopes ur holding up as good as can be<3

Finaly stopped raining here, can go out and i really should today.....
Still feeling like doing nothing though. Spewin i missed out on a chat here last nite or yesterday arvo.
need ta hang longer:|
cant sit in front of this thing all day but either, Balance is an ass of a thing to find.
 
That's good it stopped raining SMFG!! It's been overcast but not raining much down here in Sydney too.

it wasnt me said:
ps, my first time posting in TDS, have been lurking around bluelight for a while so just wanted to say hi
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Hi there!! Glad you decided to sign up and start posting! :) <3
 
Hi everybody. It was a hard day today but it steadily got better. Now I am exhausted. But since it is getting late that is a good thing, right?:)
 
if we ever do switch to a barter system the drug dealers are gonna be kings until the playing field levels out

kings get killed remember though :(
 
I was exhausted from my nephews being here yesterday, them plus my adhd 5 year old plus birthday cake equals my house looking like Afghanistan lol.
 
2800 americans have died in the war in afghanistan
45000 mexicans have died in the war in juarez

juarez, mexico is right on the other side of the border
afghanistan is on the other side of the world

guess which gets more press coverage here

google it i am too le tired to explain :( america sucks though.
 
I dont need to google it hun, political bullshit and spin drs controlling the media as per usual...it's the same in the uk we are falling apart at the seams with financial problems yet the idiotic coalition govt doles out money to other countries, on wars that are pointless, and then the people of our country are dying this winter as we cannot afford our energy and food bills. Fucking ridiculous!
 
Serious, there are pensioners dying due to malnutrition and not being able to afford their heating, 4 in my area to date, loads in hospital with hypothermia and pneumonia etc, it is like the Lie-Con govt is trying a legal form of mass genocide/population control. I am living on a shoe string and have been for months now. I hate our govt and would quite happily do a guy fawkes on the house of commons with all the politicians inside lol.
 
wtf.

if four old people died from malnutrition in my town barack himself would come to stop it.

mebbe v for vendetta was a prediction and not a movie =p
 
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