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Никакая идея относительно того какой вы сказали, но я также не не может писать в других языках (языки)! ;)
 
Oops. Mauvais I'm sure is a new one on me and seems I've been getting the gender wrong for French some 25 years or more. See, it's improving already. Be fluent in no time at this rate. They'll think I'm a native, except just not quite as sophisticated as your average Parisian. ;)
 
Well it's a fair mistake, 'mal' was the right litteral translation but it just doesn't work in that context for no real reason whatsoever...you know how annoying french is :P
And yes well, I don't think anyone ever manages to learn genders correctly in foreign languages. In german & russian I just mutter the words that give gender as confusedly as possible so that people will assume I got it right, lol.

Just walk around with a baguette under your arm and a cigarette in your mouth and you'll pass for a native regardless of being sophisticated or not ;)
 
I'm sorry to be sappy here but I am so in love. I will marry this girl. Jesus. My heart aches for her.
Her birthday is one day apart from me. We are madly in love.
And, get this, she has pretty much never came until she met me.
Today was the first time she has ever gotten off with a dude at the same time.
30 years old and never experienced a mutual
orgasm... Poor girl lol she's mine now

Again sorry to be sappy but I've found her. The one. We love the same music, we dance well together, we can talk, be silent, hold each other, and just be... for hours and days and be 100% comfortable. I gotta let this out somewhere I'll scream it from the rooftops she completes me.
 
Go Sinewave!!
Im very pleased to read of your new sappy beginnings. And i think it's radical that you were able to show her a time to surely remember ;) ;) ;)
Keep us updated yo!
 
I took the first part of the test today... identify drugs by their brand and generic names, their class and what they are for.
Tomorrow is the math and the law.

I'm SO SICK of studying. It's 1:30 a.m. Tomorrow is here. This is already the day of the math portion. I've been dreading it since I started the program six months ago. Now I'm just sitting here hating everything and feeling claustrophobic because I'm not ready. I was never going to be ready. I have done every assignment and taken notes and tests and yada yada. Now I just want it to be OVER but the worst is heading straight towards me.

I'm trippin.

I want out of this room and out of this fucking book and numbers are NOT my friends right now.

I am taking a break to read the boards, eat, and play Slingo a few times. Then I'll force myself back into the book, back into the numbers again.

I am so glad it's almost over. I am so scared I won't find a job. I am scared I'll freeze up during the test and flunk.

My dark side has a darker side, and that's the side I'm feeling now. <snip> Not til after the class is over on Thursday, so between now and then, I'm just dealing with all this insecurity and math anxiety but I'm not dealing with it well. I'm basically mad at myself for being so uptight about this but I generally relax with herb. Without it, I have to just suffer the anxiety quietly and alone.
 
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^I definitely feel you on the math anxiety. I'm going to be taking statistics next summer and am not looking forward to it.

You're a fantastic student and I think you'll do a great job, hun. Good luck on the test, just remember to breathe. <3
 
ughhh for once I wasn't dreading going to work and of course the bus never fucking showed up and I had to call in. :(
 
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I took the first part of the test today... identify drugs by their brand and generic names, their class and what they are for.
Tomorrow is the math and the law.

I'm SO SICK of studying. It's 1:30 a.m. Tomorrow is here. This is already the day of the math portion. I've been dreading it since I started the program six months ago. Now I'm just sitting here hating everything and feeling claustrophobic because I'm not ready. I was never going to be ready. I have done every assignment and taken notes and tests and yada yada. Now I just want it to be OVER but the worst is heading straight towards me.

I'm trippin.

I want out of this room and out of this fucking book and numbers are NOT my friends right now.

I am taking a break to read the boards, eat, and play Slingo a few times. Then I'll force myself back into the book, back into the numbers again.

I am so glad it's almost over. I am so scared I won't find a job. I am scared I'll freeze up during the test and flunk.

My dark side has a darker side, and that's the side I'm feeling now. I could use some medicinal herb. Not til after the class is over on Thursday, so between now and then, I'm just dealing with all this insecurity and math anxiety but I'm not dealing with it well. I'm basically mad at myself for being so uptight about this but I generally relax with herb. Without it, I have to just suffer the anxiety quietly and alone.
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Good luck Ugly! I'm rooting for you.
 
Good luck, ugly. Better you than me. I couldn't pass a math test made for 5th graders. Remember the show "Are you smarter than a fifth grader?" My immediate answer--"if we are talking math, then, no."

Sine--I love the way you can't even stand to hold it all in. You are adorable in love and she is a lucky young woman!<3

Spork, I know I live in a smaller place but I've never heard of a bus just not showing up anywhere except Samoa! That sucks. People could get fired over that.

Here's the highlight of my day: I went out to unload the kiln and all of the sixth grade clay creations were intact! Yay! It is always a solemn moment of trepidation when I open that thing.=D
 
I made my new set of classes for my new major that I added (chemical engineering) and i start in January :) I'm so excited.

At work today some girl said I didn't know what I was talking about and wanted to talk to "a manager". I said "excuse me?" So she could change her answer but she repeated it and added "bitch" to the end. I didn't even ask her to hold, I just pressed the hold button and called over my favorite supervisor and told him, and he agreed she was being ridiculous. Thankfully she hung up while on hold so I didn't have to talk to her again.. It was the last call of my shift and it upset me pretty badly. I can't take working in a call center anymore. I need to get clean so I can pass a drug test and get a job in the field I have a degree in, so I can do what I love.

I have cramps and a migraine right now and nothing is making it better!

Hope you're all having a good day/week <3
 
Call centres sound horrible.
My partner always ends up working in call centres for short amounts of time.
Eventually she cracks, leaves, gets over it, finds another call centre job, then cracks again, and so on, so fourth..!
I don't think I could handle it either.

@Herbavore - Good on you for teaching your kids how to properly prepare ceramics for the kiln.. And good on the lovely sixth-graders for taking it seriously & not intentionally designing their work to be ticking oven bombs. I'll tell you what, if it were a 9th or 10th grade class, my guess is that it could have been a lot messier in there :)
 
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^Haha!! that's true. I admit that when I am teaching them about wedging the clay to get rid of air bubbles so that it doesn't explode I see a few eyes light up and I think, "Ok, I just gave that kid a great idea!"

hthr007, I lasted a couple of hours once in a call center job. You have all my admiration for sticking it out but I hope that you can find something better. Congratulations on your major change. What was the major you were in before?
 
If I'm struggling to sleep, I like to put on either an audiobook, podcast or an ASMR video on youtube. Alan Watts' lectures are very effective at helping with sleep and anxiety/depression.
 
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At work today some girl said I didn't know what I was talking about and wanted to talk to "a manager".
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All you have to say is "ma'am, I don't have a manager, and if you don't want to talk to me, just be honest."

I had one woman tell me "I don't talk...over the phone." Word for word. So one, why do you own a phone, and two, why did you pick up the phone and start talking when you allegedly don't???

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Great, my anger problems have caused me to put a hole in my wall and left me with a broken phone. What the hell is wrong with me.
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Testosterone IMHO.

<3

PS. get on AIM or PM me Mr. Bad Ass. ;)
 
hmmmmm, do i shave off my 2 month beard tomorrow as Movember is over? or keep the beast going?

i've never grown my full beard as much as i have currently and i'm becoming accustomed and quite attached to it. i just need to maintain it a little more i think.
 
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