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Никакая идея относительно того какой вы сказали, но я также не не может писать в других языках (языки)! 

I took the first part of the test today... identify drugs by their brand and generic names, their class and what they are for.
Tomorrow is the math and the law.
I'm SO SICK of studying. It's 1:30 a.m. Tomorrow is here. This is already the day of the math portion. I've been dreading it since I started the program six months ago. Now I'm just sitting here hating everything and feeling claustrophobic because I'm not ready. I was never going to be ready. I have done every assignment and taken notes and tests and yada yada. Now I just want it to be OVER but the worst is heading straight towards me.
I'm trippin.
I want out of this room and out of this fucking book and numbers are NOT my friends right now.
I am taking a break to read the boards, eat, and play Slingo a few times. Then I'll force myself back into the book, back into the numbers again.
I am so glad it's almost over. I am so scared I won't find a job. I am scared I'll freeze up during the test and flunk.
My dark side has a darker side, and that's the side I'm feeling now. I could use some medicinal herb. Not til after the class is over on Thursday, so between now and then, I'm just dealing with all this insecurity and math anxiety but I'm not dealing with it well. I'm basically mad at myself for being so uptight about this but I generally relax with herb. Without it, I have to just suffer the anxiety quietly and alone.
At work today some girl said I didn't know what I was talking about and wanted to talk to "a manager".
Great, my anger problems have caused me to put a hole in my wall and left me with a broken phone. What the hell is wrong with me.