comparing self to others makes feel bad..
If you are ugly you compare to someone average and feel bad
if you are average you compare to someone pretty and feel bad
if you are pretty you compare to someone gorgeous and feel bad.
if you are gorgeous you compare to models and feel bad
if you're a model you compare to super models and feel bad
No ones ever happy.
don't compare to others, just see whats nice in you.
I have a big nose and there are loads of people in the world prettier than me, but I still think I look good.
I would like very much for it to be perfect, and i do what I can, with the hair dye, the make up, the dieting, etc. etc. etc. it's far to easy to obssess.
the whole reason I ever did drugs to begin with was to lose weight, and now I'm quiting I'm gaining it back anyway, and all this misery of my addiction amounts to nothing.
All the times I worked 14 hours straight, whoring my body evewn when every stroke jabs into your cervix with excruciating pain, just so that I could buy drugs, so that I could be skinny, and I don't even get to be skinny at the end of it.
Wow that just makes me feel awesome inside, lol.
so try not to obsess if you can.