MindOverMethadone
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 9, 2011
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Hola my bluelighter amigos.
My situation:
Heavily abused benzos starting from last August which escalated from 1mg a day to nearly 14 mg a day of Alprazolam (Xanax) throughout the day.
For the last two months, I've been using longer acting benzos i.e. Clonazepam (Klonopin) and Diazepam (Valium).
Depending on what medication was available:
DAILY DOSAGES: For the past couple months
Diazepam - Ranging anywhere from 40-100 mg a day. 40 would take away the zaps, but I'd still have that weird feeling in my head, followed by IBS and major fatigue.
Clonazepam - Ranging from 6-10 mg a day.
Couple of weeks ago, I went in and they prescribed me 25 ten mg Diazepam pills to last me for 3 weeks. 3 WEEKS.
I've been following the doctors schedule and have not strayed from taking any more than prescribed, but I have set up a doctors appointment on Friday and I still have the appropriate amount of pills left over.
I missed a whole week of school due to me not being able to get up and experiencing moderate - severe (not really) withdrawal symptoms.
My plan is to go in on Friday, bring in the bottle, ask for a different physician, and tell them that what they have prescribed JUST ISN'T WORKING.
I have not been able to function, I've already suffered a week, and I've proven that I have the will to quit by not over dosing.
If anyone has had ANY sort of experience with this, please help me out.
I want to get my dosage raised, at least to 40 mg a day to start with, but I don't want to be seen as a drug seeker. Even though they probably already see me as one.
So please, any input would be greatly appreciated.
I'll send you a Ps3 and an Ipad if you can help me out.
My situation:
Heavily abused benzos starting from last August which escalated from 1mg a day to nearly 14 mg a day of Alprazolam (Xanax) throughout the day.
For the last two months, I've been using longer acting benzos i.e. Clonazepam (Klonopin) and Diazepam (Valium).
Depending on what medication was available:
DAILY DOSAGES: For the past couple months
Diazepam - Ranging anywhere from 40-100 mg a day. 40 would take away the zaps, but I'd still have that weird feeling in my head, followed by IBS and major fatigue.
Clonazepam - Ranging from 6-10 mg a day.
Couple of weeks ago, I went in and they prescribed me 25 ten mg Diazepam pills to last me for 3 weeks. 3 WEEKS.
I've been following the doctors schedule and have not strayed from taking any more than prescribed, but I have set up a doctors appointment on Friday and I still have the appropriate amount of pills left over.
I missed a whole week of school due to me not being able to get up and experiencing moderate - severe (not really) withdrawal symptoms.
My plan is to go in on Friday, bring in the bottle, ask for a different physician, and tell them that what they have prescribed JUST ISN'T WORKING.
I have not been able to function, I've already suffered a week, and I've proven that I have the will to quit by not over dosing.
If anyone has had ANY sort of experience with this, please help me out.
I want to get my dosage raised, at least to 40 mg a day to start with, but I don't want to be seen as a drug seeker. Even though they probably already see me as one.
So please, any input would be greatly appreciated.
I'll send you a Ps3 and an Ipad if you can help me out.