What do you mean beyond the scope of mind, exactly, in this regard?
I'm pretty sure that you just described what I do experience. Maybe I'm failing at explaining it.
You're saying that my bringing a movie with me when I first met my ex, where the guy has a disfigured face when I felt disfigured because my face had been swollen from an allergic reaction (and had body issues, not knowing I was suffering from an allergic reaction, for years), and in the movie he decided to wear a mask through much of it, and with this girl's name added to the others (other ones I had serious relationships with), they can spell mask (first letter first name), that it doesn't qualify? It's not that I was aware of it at the time. It's not as if it
has to be viewed this way, or is the only thing there, but it's there, in certain alignment.
You're saying that that I was building a fence at a defense training facility for military, police, and homeland security, and got stung by a bee, having an allergic reaction (defenses over-reacted), and then going and building a fence the next day at my exes house, then having a fight about black and white (race, differences)... That there is just nothing "inexplicable yet serendipitous", there? Beyond what I might be able to plan, as I know myself (or knew myself)? Then we broke up. The fence to me was symbolic, in a number of ways, perhaps.
More, I had this number 23 that was special of course, to me (or seemed that way, as many of you know), and we broke up 2300 days until a date that I was looking forward to, as possibly something special (12/21/2012, as it would be read, here), and on that date, 2300 days later, my paycheck came out to 1221.52. That when that girl (the ex) gave me a watch, on Christmas, the same girl who's birthday we met on, I'd meet 161 weeks later from the watch, which is how many days (161) had passed when I was born, in a year, and that girl (Donna), resonated with my birth mother, in various ways, including her name having the same numerological sum of 184 (23x8 ) and I met her on the 23rd of the year of 2009, and I was born 23 weeks into the year, and after her and I split, only a week later, 203 weeks would be until 12/21/2012, when I'd get a paycheck for 1221.52 (at my birth 203 days would be until the end of a year). Life seems to reflect in ways. I seem to get lucky. In ways, it's comforting, to know that I'm in a fold. Like a baby might derive comfort from being wrapped up in a blanket (sometimes).
And Donna was the first one to talk about angels, so excitedly, among other things. And before her I slept with Michelle (she was the last I met, before), and after Donna, I met Gabrielle, on her (Donna's) birthday, at a Nine Inch Nails concert (or saw her, met her after). Michael and Gabriel are prominent angels, for one detail.
Maybe I should stop trying to make sense. It doesn't seem to be working. I hate to get that attitude.
I thought about Lauren one morning- a girl who worked at Trader Joes, years ago. It had been about 4 years since I saw her, and I hadn't thought of her. I thought about her because I was going through old pictures on my computer, and
there was a screenshot that I took of her, as she fell in a search on Myspace. I remembered that day feeling love for her. And next to her when I searched, a name with Love in it. And below her was a name, Angela. Each name beside her also had similar sounds- similar parts (Rene, meaning born again). So I stumbled on this image, and anyways, later that night, I saw her, after four years, there she was- at Whole Foods, at the checkout near me. I went up to her and asked her, making sure, "Is your name Lauren?", and she said "yes, I remember you!". She was back for her brother's wedding, she said (she's now living in Arizona) She had a guy with her- Gabriel. Earlier in the morning, I was contributing to the angel thread (one of them), and angels were on my mind. And I'm leaving some out, such as the rain/water, but is this just... "these posts have letters. these posts have numbers. these posts have numbers that when subtracted or added can become other numbers"? Really?