Oppyandme
Bluelighter
I have been meaning to pose this question for a while. I want to know if this is just me, or others experienced this also. Suboxone does not alleviate my w/d symptoms really anymore. Let me give you all a little background information.
I was taking 30-40mg of oxycodone (orally) daily for around 9 months. I got some subs and decided to quit. I waited till I was in w/d and dosed the subs and felt amazing. Like actually high. used it for around a month and relapsed. This time I started snorting my roxi's, OC's. My usage grew to around 60-80mg daily. I was mainly using over a few hours at nighttime. Moving ahead, I went back on subs, they still worked but I stopped getting high off of them. Now they just made me feel normal and not dopesick. I kept going back and forth for a while, oxy-subs-oxy-subs etc.
Then I started using Opana (oxymorphone). I went on a few month bender, snorting 20mg a day in the beginning, escalating to upwards of 120mg a day. Now I was using from the moment I woke up to the moment I fell asleep. No more of this getting high only at night bullshit. If I couldnt get Opana it would take around 300-500mg of oxycodone to get me high all day.
At this point I made the choice I wanted to get back on subs because I couldn't live life like that anymore. Now keep in mind I had went from full agonists to bupe over and over again before this and I started noticing it wasnt working as well as it used to. So I went from 120mg Opana daily for a long time to subs, and to be concise, it didnt work. I was extremely dopesick after dosing upwards of 8mg of subs (thats a lot for me, never use that much). Basically 75% of my w/d symptoms persisted for 2-3 days even on the subs until I finally leveled off and felt normal again.
Now that was maybe 3 months ago. I have done the same thing a few times and bupe just does not fucking work for me anymore and it really upsets me.
Has anyone experienced this? Is it from using something as potent as oxymorphone? Is it from how much I was using? Is it from abusing the partial-agonists by switching back and forth to full agonists too many times?
Right now I am trying to taper down with oxycodone as much as possible, probably to around 90mg a day before I try to jump back on subs again. I am praying to God the suboxone will work because I cant be dopesick at my job.
If anyone has some answers, personal experience or can relate, I would appreciate some feedback. T
Thanks all,
Oppy
I was taking 30-40mg of oxycodone (orally) daily for around 9 months. I got some subs and decided to quit. I waited till I was in w/d and dosed the subs and felt amazing. Like actually high. used it for around a month and relapsed. This time I started snorting my roxi's, OC's. My usage grew to around 60-80mg daily. I was mainly using over a few hours at nighttime. Moving ahead, I went back on subs, they still worked but I stopped getting high off of them. Now they just made me feel normal and not dopesick. I kept going back and forth for a while, oxy-subs-oxy-subs etc.
Then I started using Opana (oxymorphone). I went on a few month bender, snorting 20mg a day in the beginning, escalating to upwards of 120mg a day. Now I was using from the moment I woke up to the moment I fell asleep. No more of this getting high only at night bullshit. If I couldnt get Opana it would take around 300-500mg of oxycodone to get me high all day.
At this point I made the choice I wanted to get back on subs because I couldn't live life like that anymore. Now keep in mind I had went from full agonists to bupe over and over again before this and I started noticing it wasnt working as well as it used to. So I went from 120mg Opana daily for a long time to subs, and to be concise, it didnt work. I was extremely dopesick after dosing upwards of 8mg of subs (thats a lot for me, never use that much). Basically 75% of my w/d symptoms persisted for 2-3 days even on the subs until I finally leveled off and felt normal again.
Now that was maybe 3 months ago. I have done the same thing a few times and bupe just does not fucking work for me anymore and it really upsets me.
Has anyone experienced this? Is it from using something as potent as oxymorphone? Is it from how much I was using? Is it from abusing the partial-agonists by switching back and forth to full agonists too many times?
Right now I am trying to taper down with oxycodone as much as possible, probably to around 90mg a day before I try to jump back on subs again. I am praying to God the suboxone will work because I cant be dopesick at my job.
If anyone has some answers, personal experience or can relate, I would appreciate some feedback. T
Thanks all,
Oppy