monkeyshine
Greenlighter
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- Mar 26, 2010
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So, without too much back history, I've been taking a shitload of loperamide a day and decided to quit... started subs 5 days ago...been taking 24 mgs a day roughtly and now I'm spacing them out further and further and taking less each time.
Yesterday I felt great. fucking perfect.
Today started great and I had no feelings of being in WDs so I didn't take my dose until much later..like noon. I was wired all day...and not like "yay! an opiate is in me and i'm gonna clean the house now!" but more like I took too much caffeine and cocaine and now my eyes are 3 inches wide and bulging from my head.
As if I was on the verge of being manic but at the same time having this anemic "im leaking blood somewhere and its making me weak" feeling if that makes any sense at all.
I feel like I need to come down but if it's too much bupe, it's taking it's sweet time. I very well could just be over saturated with it? I don't know what it means when they say that it becomes an antagonist at higher doses....what's that mean insofar as how it would make you feel?
I'll point out that not once have I ever felt like I was on an opiate...no nausea...no euphoria...just..normal-ish.
Thanks
m
Yesterday I felt great. fucking perfect.
Today started great and I had no feelings of being in WDs so I didn't take my dose until much later..like noon. I was wired all day...and not like "yay! an opiate is in me and i'm gonna clean the house now!" but more like I took too much caffeine and cocaine and now my eyes are 3 inches wide and bulging from my head.
As if I was on the verge of being manic but at the same time having this anemic "im leaking blood somewhere and its making me weak" feeling if that makes any sense at all.
I feel like I need to come down but if it's too much bupe, it's taking it's sweet time. I very well could just be over saturated with it? I don't know what it means when they say that it becomes an antagonist at higher doses....what's that mean insofar as how it would make you feel?
I'll point out that not once have I ever felt like I was on an opiate...no nausea...no euphoria...just..normal-ish.
Thanks
m