^ In response to everyone, yeah, it is pretty hard trying to be off heroin on day 2, when someone next to you is using it! It doesn't help it's on my bed, the same way we always used to, and them even making a straw for me and offering 'just a little toke'. Argh.. I wish I could get away. I can't really, but am going to try and start volunteering as I really need to get back into the real world and do something productive before I give up on subutex and go back to my junky ways.
Quick question, I sometimes have drug tests at sub doctor, smoked crack tonight (Tuesday), have to go in Thursday at 11 am, what can I do to pass?
Yea, a few years ago I started seeing crushed up empty cans of 4 lokos on the streets in the ghetto areas. The hardcore alcoholics still prefer their beer or malt beverage if they have the money, but if they only have enough money to buy 1 or 2 drinks for the day you bet your ass they are reaching for 4 lokos. It's like the heroin of alcoholic beverages. Cheaper and gets you more fucked up!^Yeah there's a 2 can limit on those 4 Lokos!
At least the Tilt and the Sparks came in smaller cans, and the alcohol content was around 8%.... So for a lot of people, those were just something you could drink one of in the middle of a night of drinking other stuff, and get a little boost from the caffeine and other energy stuff while still drinking an alcoholic beverage.
But when 4Loko came out in a 24oz. can, 11-12% alc. tasting like overs-weetened Kool Aid and cheap enough to buy with the change in your couch cushions, you know you've got a winner with the hardcore alcoholics in a low-income area!
I haven't been smoking pot regularly for a long time. The rare periods I've had where I wasn't on some kind of opiate, I usually smoke pot daily...but for some reason, I've been drinking on the Suboxone instead..which I know is much worse for me. I've been smoking weed the last few days with my Sub, and I feel much happier.
So ive recently gotten to deep into my habit.
its been a month or two of straight usage and im done with this and ready to quit.
I got a surgery coming up soon amd would like to get a job where they drug test.
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I used to use 8-16mgs of dilaudid a day and I recently went threw a gram of tar in a couple days probably 3 or 4.
My real question is would bupe help me with withdrawals and is there any way to do a quick taper with ot as ive heard it being a partial agonist helps alot woth the symptoms of wd.
There is a sub doctor here ill be contacting tomorrow and id really like to get clean as its necessary at this point ij my life.
Any tips or advice would be greatly appriciated.
How many mgs you think to take? And what is a good taper plan as I imagine a couple mgs of bupe would be enough to keep me stable and I don't mind some wd symptoms as im tryimg to get clean and just lesson the withdrawals im having when I run out of dope or attempt to jump off cold turkey. Ill still have to be working during and being some what functional or id just jump off cold turkey.
Like I said any advice would be greatly appriciated. Im desperate to get clean
I was thinking that if I take just a little at a low low dosage to avoid being completely sick for say a week or a week an some change it would allow me to lower my tolerance enough to get threw the wd.
Am I out of my mind thinking this?
I've been very stupid and have smoked heroin since been prescribed subutex. :/ Should I wait till I'm in withdrawals and then go back on it?