Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
So I saw the Subs Dr and the appointment went very well. He prescribed me 8mg suboxone. My prescription says I'm to take it twice a day, but the Dr said I can take it pretty much however I'd like.
I'm so relieved that I felt nothing bad when I took the first dose yesterday. I took some Immodium just in case my bowels decided to give way (which they did, last night, so I took more last night and this morning).
What suggestions do you have for dosing? I don't really feel anything on it. And the idea that I haven't had any Methadone since Tuesday morning baffles me. I used to take my husband's meds, then he caught me and started giving me my own stash, then he got mad and started hiding his meds (which I'd always find). He called a divorce lawyer and I finally realized I needed off this Methadone trip and here I am. If I am going to get my daughter I have to make sure my side of the street is squeaky clean. He doesn't know I'm on the Subs. He doesn't know I've started therapy. He has no idea that I plan on leaving him, and taking my daughter (all under whatever legal advice I'm looking for). Sorry for the backstory, but that's how I got here.
My Subs Dr wants me to try to be on it for 7 months. Obviously I have to get well and have a decent relapse prevention program. I think being on 8mgs 2x/day is a lot to take. I did take both doses today but I'm wondering if I should try to use maybe 4mgs 2x/day and see if I can keep the cravings at bay.
Should I just quit the Subs ASAP, like after a week, when all the built up Methadone leaves my body? Or am I still at risk of going into withdrawals if I lower the Subs dose? I should probably be asking the Dr these things but you guys have more practical experience.
I am simply overjoyed because I haven't had to take Methadone for 2 days already. It's like AA's "pink cloud" all over again.
take 2mg intervals, several times through the day if you have to, and reduce to once a day if possible.
8mg at once is a bit much