I feel a lot better now today...With sub, its not really the dose so much as how long it takes to stabilize...A lot of people think its the dose, and that's why everyone takes so much...
I've tried taking higher doses in hopes that it would help, but it doesn't really do much...dose matters to an extent, of course....
Every time I've slipped up and done dope in the few years since I quit, its really fucked me up and made me actually think there was something else wrong with me! But then, I finally start to feel better and realize its the just the drugs!
I've always been able to deal with it, but as I get on into my thirties, It seems to get more difficult....Sure age plays a part in it, but my body is so used to heroin, its amazing how just a few days on heroin, going back on sub is almost as hard as if I had been using for a few years!