Fire&Water
Pumpkin King
I was told about suboxone and saw it as a miracle pill... I thought it would free me from my obsession... it can be very useful drug... I'm never in withdrawal.. but I still use.. and I do get high... I often think "oh great now I have two dependencies".... Is there anyone else out there who has experienced this (started taking suboxone, anticipating a life without opiates.. only to start using after a few weeks of clean time --or less-- for whatever reason..) Sure.. I'm functioning now.. I don't have to go through the ups and downs of getting high and dealing with WDs (no access to drugs.. no money.. etc)... but I suppose I'm not functioning.. I'm riding this perpetual roller-coaster of emotions.. I'm juggling uni... my addiction...other life stuff... it's hard
please tell me I'm not the only one going through this (I do realize that people do (mix subs and opiates), I've read about it on this very forum... but my situation is different.. I WANT to stop.. I am not doing this recreationally.. I hope I'm making sense) I met a 72 year old successful professional that makes a once a year Dr. appointment for this very reason.
thanks guys.. don't know what I'd do without all of you...![]()
If you are strong and can operate on freewill 0.5- 1 mg. of Buprenorphine (Subutex) used on occasion can be a very usefull tool for pain & as a mood elevator (not for use everyday) but you must be strong & find a doctor that understands
that this is what you need for "pain" instead of full on agonist opiate/opioid meds'
3 years ago, I met a 72 year old very successful professional that makes a (1 time a year) Dr. appointment for this very reason.
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