And get this, he asked if my girlfriend smoked, since I told him I usually only smoke once before bed, with my girlfriend to relax and watch movies, etc. I'm not a die hard 24/7 stoned outta my mind smoker, that's for sure. So you know what he says? "I know you care about your girlfriend, but if she's a smoker, you should really think about not being around her or disassociate with her. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? Yeah, I'm going to leave my soon to be fiance because she smokes weed and you don't want me too. This guy really is a quack. I just know that if he kicks me out and I run outta suboxone, I'm gonna get back on the oxy. Finding a doctor whos willing to let me pass for smoking weed seems non existent when there's only one other doctor showing up on the list in my area. Ugh this fucking sucks.
I'm 100% ALL ABOUT staying on suboxone and being clean from pills, hell I'd even like to taper off the suboxone in a reasonable amount of time 6months to a year and NO MORE than that, but giving up weed, something completely unrelated? Just seems overwhelming and mainly because of his biased views. I mean this guy describes weed as an extremely powerful drug, and he puts it in the same category as crack cocaine. He says all the media hype about marijuana have medicinal values and it being legalized is all bullshit and that it's a strong illicit drug. Everything this guy says, even though he's an addiction specialist seems to be utter bullshit.
/rant off