aesthetic.addict
Bluelighter
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- Apr 5, 2025
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Oh well thank you, its amazing how much of an impact some kind words from an internet stranger can have, that made my day!
What dose do you take of it now?
Yeah I skipped one more dose of bupe for 10mg oxy when I had friends over and I wanted to keep the ket vibe we had going.
Bupe disconnects me from "the whole" in a way. But hasn't had any since that.
Dropped to no more than 0.7 bupe a day now as well.
Actually I dont get any enjoyment what so ever from the bupe, especially not since beginning the taper. When I had no tolerance what so ever I felt bupe like a heroin high, on just some tony crumbs snorted. When I got clean from H and started MAT and had worked my way up to 24 mg I would feel something from taking 4mg extra, a little noddy at least.
But nothing since tapering. Maybe its because I associate bupe with posion in a way now, maybe that cancels out the positive effects I get from it. A lot comes down to mind set.
I do feel a lot better over all since getting down to these doses though, its more noticeable when I dont taper as fast as I have done but stays on the doses for 1-2 weeks instead.
That day I accidentally took 6 mg I felt horrible. was so naseus, felt poisoned fr. And the wd's the 3 days after was awful. Not doing that again
Have accepted that I'm done with this substance for ever soon. 
What dose do you take of it now?
Yeah I skipped one more dose of bupe for 10mg oxy when I had friends over and I wanted to keep the ket vibe we had going.
Bupe disconnects me from "the whole" in a way. But hasn't had any since that.
Dropped to no more than 0.7 bupe a day now as well.
Actually I dont get any enjoyment what so ever from the bupe, especially not since beginning the taper. When I had no tolerance what so ever I felt bupe like a heroin high, on just some tony crumbs snorted. When I got clean from H and started MAT and had worked my way up to 24 mg I would feel something from taking 4mg extra, a little noddy at least.
But nothing since tapering. Maybe its because I associate bupe with posion in a way now, maybe that cancels out the positive effects I get from it. A lot comes down to mind set.
I do feel a lot better over all since getting down to these doses though, its more noticeable when I dont taper as fast as I have done but stays on the doses for 1-2 weeks instead.
That day I accidentally took 6 mg I felt horrible. was so naseus, felt poisoned fr. And the wd's the 3 days after was awful. Not doing that again
Have accepted that I'm done with this substance for ever soon. 
