Robot, I can hardly ever break through on salvia.. I tried it once while I was psychotic, (in order to confront whatever it was this is), and I ended up near Ego-Loss but just being terrified and dominated (as it felt). I'll likely get some Yopo though.
Jamaica, DMT's "elves" are archetypal examples of visual hallucinations, but I don't believe in them.
In fact, I believe that the damage done to the academic psychedelic research effort by the likes of McKenna is incredible, and the reason that the substances were made illegal in the first place. Crackpot research isn't beneficial to the cause; I want to explore another subject entirely, schizophrenia.
With that in mind, I may take your advice about dedication and intent. That advice is quite sound.
I like DMT a lot, and I've done it plenty, but I've never used it for this purpose. I will give it a go.
undisclosed, thanks for the tip, too. I bought a crack for my nitrous canisters though, and for four hours, my face was numb! Stupid ass tool let all the gas immediately rush into my face!! Shit hurt haha.
I think that I'm going to try the DMT, but since that will take a while to set-up, I'm going to continue looking for RCs with the same effect.
Incidentally, Robot, for a while I thought it was some sort of god communicating with me. Then I began to think that it was some sort of entity intruding on the world that is under my influence, resulting in the idea that I was defending my world. Now, it almost seems like a friend. Like, we bullshit, and it's not always there, and I don't feel so scared or anything really. Now it is just communication.
When I actually confronted it, my friends got scared, because I was freaking out in the Physical Reality, talking about nonsense; but whatever it was began to use my friends' spoken words as a medium, and I achieved direct communication. Recently, I've also heard real noises inside my head, however they have been nothing like voices. I've heard sirens, clanging, clicking, and metal being dragged, but no voice. I need to speak directly with this.