Stoned reflections and my place in this scene...

Thanks for sharing. We can all relate to many of the things you've been through.
 
Soulfly baby.... you are an inspiration.
Thank you for sharing your poem/story with us! I read it with my best friend and she started crying.........
We are both sending you big, tight, warm huggs, and smooches on your cheeks.
Much love .........
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actually soulfly, i'm just hoping you'll read this post, i haven't talked to you in a long while. if you do see this, please give me a call. i'm going to try and call you as soon as i can....
bc
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I think, therefore I ambient...
 
hope no one minds if i "bump" myself up a little
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Hey Soulfly:
the question on many people's minds is, " do you really exist???"-CBX
www.dancesafe.org
www.nedancesafe.org
 
Jay, I'm so glad you bumped this, as it is the first time that I've ever seen it. This mirrors SO MUCH the first time that Fox and I rolled and then our first rave (even though it was a lot more like Fox's reaction - me being the uptight person that I am never rolled properly until around my 4th party.) We took our first pills in a time of great emotional and physical crisis for us, and for him at least it was a huge help. Then when he went to his first real party in May of last year, he came back a completely changed person. Over time, I did the same. E, raves, and the music has healed my soul in a way, and I hope that they will continue to do so.
I miss you a lot Jay. You'd BETTER come to FL!!!!!
 
okay so i was bored and i was searching around in the OLD posts in words... and i came across this.... i'm sure some things have changed in jay's life right now - but i thought this post was amazing... i know i should probably have asked before resurfacing this post, but its too damn amazing not to do it now...
... jay, you're awesome ... (though it did make me laugh a bit when u talk about plur... heh heh heh)
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Mellabopper
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~*~*~ meat is no treat for those you eat ~*~*~
animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
 
i'm honored that you took the time to read this...of course it's ok...
it's funny, i look back at this writing...about 7 months ago...
and a lot HAS changed...
i don't think i've uttered the word "plur" in about 6 months...all the candy fell off...
but the friendships have grown stronger, and i think that friendship was the underlying meaning behind this post in the first place... and that is as true today as it was last May...
thank you again, Mel...
 
Damn Jay, I'm glad Mellbopper bumped this. I don't know what to say other than I have to get my ass to boston soon.
 
i don't think i can say anything but thank you...it's hard to even type through the tears in my eyes...consider yourself hugged with a lollipop in your mouth
 
I really liked the end of your post....and I would be happy to send you a bracelet if you would like one!
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E-mail me wit your address hun!
[email protected]
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~"It's just one of those days...again."-Eeyore~
~"Happiness is not having what you want. It's wanting what you have."~
*Mwas* ~¤É®ÏѤ
 
I can relate to what your saying. Its like I wrote that myself. That was an incredible piece of writing. All the best to you.
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Feel the noise... dont stop
 
i thought a nice **bump** would be appropriate for jay...
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Mellabopper
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animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
"damn the man, save the empire!" - empire records
 
hey .... that was one of the most beautiful things i have ever read... it honestly brought tears to my eyes. the way you felt when you were at that party is exactly the way i felt at my first party and i have felt like that ever since.. that is the reason why i am candy and i will stay that way. i really wish i could just give u a huge hug right now!!
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*plur*
 
wow!! you have guts kidd!! i dont know if i could ever share something so personal with the whole world...but i do thank you!!! it was truly beautiful!! i know that the scene has changed my life, also in a positive way!! i dont understand how so many people can look down on the scene...when it has changed so many lives for the better!!
 
...oh Jay...the rollercoaster of emotions that post just put me through....
I hope this new year brings me new friendships, of one being yours.
I have read the numerous posts on how BL is getting to crowded and people are leaving, blah blah blah...
I guess I joined right before the stupid crap started, because I just brush it aside and seem to fall
upon something like this....
wow.
 
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