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Stocking up for family season

The holidays aren't that bad. My excessive drinking is much more acceptable during this time of year.
Probably because everyone else is drunk too...
 
Last holiday season was interesting, to say the least. I remember we threw a little holiday party, might of been thanksgiving, I got my DXM on, and then kept popping k-pins. No social anxiety. I remember a Christmas dinner I took like 120 mg DXM, a Fiorinal, 0.5 mg Xanax on top of my 0.5 mg Klonipin TID, I was very numb (had less tolerance then). And I am ashamed to admit it, but I started feigning migraines around then too so I could get IV opioids at the ER, fentanyl particularly, but I didn't really like it too much. Took many k-pins and got drunk on New Year's Eve, took a bath at 4 AM and vomited in the sink, than lay on the bathroom floor. On New Year's Day I took too many k-pins, but instead of getting mellow I freaked the fuck out in a restaraunt in front of everyone (bad night). I do remember my first few nights with tramadol, though, very pleasant, and my first hydrocodone experience.

This year, I hope to just enjoy benzos and Fiorinal and tramadol, don't have access to much else, but I like Fiorinal a good deal, and once I'm off Prozac, I'll feel my tramadol again. It got fucked up with the enzymes and the serotenergic effects.
 
Think I will be snorting some Morphine before Thanksgiving dinner & since I was born on Thanksgiving, my family & relatives will be singing happy birthday while I am zoning with bliss............:)
 
It's that time of year again! Nothing too special for me, just some suboxone and good food planned for Thanksgiving.
 
Some kratom and probably some phenibut for the social gatherings as I don't drink. Tis the life of a probationeer.
 
Booze all day/night for independence day, booze all day/night for xmas, booze all day/night for new years.
 
^Wow, great song.

Looks like this year its going to be Suboxone for Thanksgiving, maybe some weed and for X mas who knows, maybe I will cheat a little for that.

Funny story. I had to sit with my mother's friend's retarded sister at Thanksgiving dinner and she kept asking me questions, I would answer her, then she would keep saying "EH?" really loud like she didn't hear me, even after repeating it like 5 times. I was really stoned and had sucked down some nitrous from a whip cream can so it was kind of weird but def funny, too. It was a constant cycle of question, multiple EHs, then she'd say OK and ask another question(possibly 1 already asked).
 
Doctor X said:
The holidays aren't that bad. My excessive drinking is much more acceptable during this time of year.
Probably because everyone else is drunk too...
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Yeah and even if you get out of hand once in a while, during the holidays the people who don't drink regularly are getting inappropriately drunk way before you would. So you finally can sit back and point fingers at others who are making asses of themselves. At least that is how I use to view, from my days of being a weekend alcoholic. If I was gonna do something embarassing or incredibly stupid every 2 weeks, at least there is time when I am not the most likely person to act a fool. Also having a lot of amateur drinkers around always bring out the mature drinker in me...or its causes me to prove myself as a badass by shooting Wild Turkey until I black out. But I don't drink much anymore.
 
crimsonjunk said:
Tis the season for xanax bars. I couldnt agree more on the presents just give me the cash or electronics I can pawn.
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Couldn't be more spot on! Lol

I enjoy the time with family but..

Lets be real this year ill take a gram of tar. My face would light up like it use to for those dinosaur toys mammy got me.
Or if I could just get some cash, that doesn't happen anymore everyone knowing ill just buy drugs with it.
 
Opiates and lots of THC, maybe an LSD trip on Xmas

I'm not Christian, and am 3k miles from my family, so I'll be spending Thanksgiving with my gf's family (a little scared about that, but she is too, so we'll get loaded on Norcos and eat an edible)--then I'll be spending xmas alone, I hate the holiday so I don't really mind but I'll be alone in OC with no one I know Dec 19-30, so I can do whatever the fuck I want...
 
RTrain said:
Yeah and even if you get out of hand once in a while, during the holidays the people who don't drink regularly are getting inappropriately drunk way before you would. So you finally can sit back and point fingers at others who are making asses of themselves. At least that is how I use to view, from my days of being a weekend alcoholic. If I was gonna do something embarassing or incredibly stupid every 2 weeks, at least there is time when I am not the most likely person to act a fool. Also having a lot of amateur drinkers around always bring out the mature drinker in me...or its causes me to prove myself as a badass by shooting Wild Turkey until I black out. But I don't drink much anymore.
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So true man. I think a lot of us opiate users were alcoholics before we devoted all of our resources to getting drunk. I used to blackout just about every weekend back when I drank and was always out partying in college and for a few years after, so it was a nice change of pace to not be the drunkest person in the room for once. I think that once Christmas my parents actually told me they were proud of me for not getting to wasted, since I just got a buzz on and everyone else got super wasted.
 
Im taking acid first thing thanksgiving morning! Fuck it, its all good and time to reflect on the shit that im thankful for.
 
Rabidrabbit said:
I wish I had a family to be annoyed by, to be honest.
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I hear ya girl, most wouldnt be bitching how annoying their fam is once theyre gone. Tis the season to be THANKFUL.

Made pies last night, putting ham in oven now and making potatoes, stuffing, cranberries, rolls and sweet potatoes and having my dealer come over because we both dont have fam. Im on methadone though so I dont need to worry about stocking up, but i feel ya on the stocking up thing. Used to be my biggest stressor during the holidays and never understood why no one gives me heroin or cash .

This year, Im grateful I finally earned a week of methadone takehomes, not waking up to slam every morning, and not having to stress over finding drugs on xmas!

Thanksgiving four years ago I spent it smoking crack by myself with nothing to come down. So happy not in that place anymore.
 
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