Paranoidcrash
Bluelighter
hey, so some of yall know about me trying meth a few weeks ago and flipping out and thinking i was dying. i'm still feeling weird (headaches, anxiety, seeing spots/floaters, and my heart rate will speed up [not over like 100 bpm, so not too fast]) but it's all slowly subsiding. i've pretty much quit smoking cigarettes (i'll have maybe one or two a day, used to be almost a pack) and have cut back on weed, but tonight i feel like getting DRUNK. well, really, this whole weekend (only because it's a celebration, and mexicans like to party). I just want to know if i'll be okay to drink (it doesnt take much for me to get drunk, it'll probably only be a 2-3 margaritas, maybe 4). I just don't wanna drop dead. I know to go to the hospital if it gets bad, but i dont want to deal with hospitals if i dont have to. is my anxiety just getting in the way? or should i stop after like one? or should i drink like a bottle of water in between each margarita? or any other tips? I just fucking hate hospitals. i also took my ativan (1mg) about three hours ago, and have eaten a meal since then.